The Devil in Me

[scarletlethalvixen]

Greetings, from the black hole that is OHIO​

My name is Hayley I'm 31, mother of two amazing kids. I have questions, opinions, knowledge, experience and education in a wide array of areas. I'm here for a variety of reasons, but primarily for education and exploration.
I deal with some pretty taxing issues day to day -mental/mood disorders, 8( a TBI (had to be taught how to articulate a sentence again), Rheumatoid arthritis, systemic lupus, CIDP ect. ect. oh, by the way I'm also a recovering addict and former poly drug user as well.
Everyday is a struggle in one way or another, but I guess that's what strength is made of a compilation of struggles. I don't judge, but analyze objectively instead. Hoping maybe my struggle may make someone else's less-so.
I don't want to wake it up, the devil in me

 

[Kaden_Nite]

Hi Hayley, welcome to the site.

Sounds like you've had some real experiences, I look forward to reading your posts

People come to Bluelight from all over and for all sorts of reasons to read about other's experiences and share their own, so there is quite an eclectic range of stories and encounters. There are discussions for everything from politics to psychedelic mushrooms (personally, I prefer the mushroom talk but to each their own) so I'm sure you'll find something of interest.

Enjoy!

 

[CFC]

Hey Hayley, welcome aboard

Sounds like you're in quite a lot of pain But really glad to hear you're now clean!

Maybe check out the Recovery Support Forums to help keep that devil in check

Merry Christmas!

 

[scarletlethalvixen]

hospitality

Why, thank you for your welcome, Kaden_Nite !!! I look forward to personally expanding my knowledge on psychedelics, it is something I personally have yet to try ; however based off my personal (spiritual) one & only experience with LSD-swear,I could see sounds & taste sites, think that this sibstancecouls potentially harbor a good out come. The first & only time ITripped, it was. with a group of 30 + people ranging in age from 17-54... What a great experience it was for everyone.
Mushrooms appeal to the "trippy chick" in me not only because of the overwhelming sense of clarity and mental freedom that I experienced for weeks to come but also a potential means to treat my chronic migraines & cluster headaches.

LMK what you think.