I'm going to go back on my meds. The pain right now is too great
I've decided that rehab isn't the answer. I can't be away from my dog. I originally just wanted to give my mom some sort of peace by going. I figure if she witnesses the false happiness provided by medication she won't know its false and she'll be happy
When I first went off the anti d's I enjoyed the fact that I could feel emotions. It was nice but now there are only negative emotions. I'm suicidal and have entertained the thought of carving myself up to relocate the pain. This isn't normal.
If I'm forced to live than I may as well live without this pain. Meds will fix that.
We'll see what happens
I've decided that rehab isn't the answer. I can't be away from my dog. I originally just wanted to give my mom some sort of peace by going. I figure if she witnesses the false happiness provided by medication she won't know its false and she'll be happy
When I first went off the anti d's I enjoyed the fact that I could feel emotions. It was nice but now there are only negative emotions. I'm suicidal and have entertained the thought of carving myself up to relocate the pain. This isn't normal.
If I'm forced to live than I may as well live without this pain. Meds will fix that.
We'll see what happens