• The Dark Side ๐Ÿ’• Welcome Guest ๐Ÿ’•
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ Social ๐ŸŒŸ๐ŸŒŸ The Dark Side Social Thread v. Darksiders Forever

Negentropic said:
similar, but running is definitely more of an "escape" at least for me - I use it as an escape for sure... a way to numb yourself for a few hours (I run until it starts to hurt, more endorphins)
Click to expand...
That's cool.
Negentropic said:
I feel like walking is a way to maybe process your thoughts, almost like a meditation?
Click to expand...
That's a really good analogy. It allows for restructuring of thought processes on a conscious level. It's not just decision making but it goes into other parts of critical thinking such as the direction of your reasoning itself. It's a powerful tool.
 
Walking meditation, sometimes known as kinhin (Chinese: ็ถ“่กŒ; Pinyin: jฤซngxรญng; Romanji: kinhin or kyลgyล; Korean: gyeonghyaeng; Vietnamese: kinh hร nh), is a practice within several forms of Buddhism that involve movement and periods of walking between long periods of sitting meditation.[1] In different forms, the practice is common in various traditions of both Theravada and in Mahayana Buddhism.


I knew I heard of this before!

Buddhism has several forms of active meditation
 
BasedGod said:
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT. Im gonna give a-clinic and getting on maintenance one more chance. THEY LITERALLY LET DRUNKARDS AND PEOPLE DOING BUPRE 3 FUCKING TIMES A WEEK IN. what the fucking fuck. Last time I told, give me 50mg methadone and we will see my tolerance. FUCK THIS IDIOTIC RETARDET SYSTEM. But Im going to give getting on bupre a chance.
Click to expand...
 
Negentropic said:
that's awful man

I have to only assume this is happening all over the place due to hospitals being packed with covid patients :( fuck
Click to expand...
This was 4.5 years ago. He got his fathers fortune (way too much for his childish mind) and didnt wanna grow up. As he got iller he talked about suicide and dying A TON. When he died, his bank account had.... a lot of money. Too much tbh.
They really dont care about needle junkies here, back in the day for my od, didnt iv, I was treated 500% better.
 
Negentropic said:
tell me you just changed your name back? I'm sane again right? Had one hell of a week just starting to feel OK again

I need some sleep, good to see you man
Click to expand...
Focus on the sleep, bro. It is crucial. Sane, or insane, it is a crucial thing. To sleep.

-Resting / sleeping
-Eating healthy stuff
-Exercise
-Social interactions
-Taking care of personal hygiene

There. Cornerstones. These need to be fine, otherwise things will not be fine.
 
schizopath said:
This was 4.5 years ago. He got his fathers fortune (way too much for his childish mind) and didnt wanna grow up. As he got iller he talked about suicide and dying A TON. When he died, his bank account had.... a lot of money. Too much tbh.
They really dont care about needle junkies here, back in the day for my od, didnt iv, I was treated 500% better.
Click to expand...
I wish that you would not call yourself "needle junkie" Because i prefer "IV substance user" But of course, it is you, your post, and your 100% right to call yourself whatever you want to call yourself. That just has a really really bad ring to it.

I wish strength to you.
 
After thinking about it more. Quitting bupre is the only choice. Being an "hc" kinda guy, I cant do both bupre and benzos (which I truly need and 99% of time use on medicinal amounts). And getting on maintenance would be a new kinda hell.

I literally have no interest in doing bupre anymore. Yeah, I guess its been calming me down and stuff but to get to inject that stuff has been the main reason for my use of it. I cant do shit on bupre, I get a lot of things done on benzos.
 
schizopath said:
After thinking about it more. Quitting bupre is the only choice. Being an "hc" kinda guy, I cant do both bupre and benzos (which I truly need and 99% of time use on medicinal amounts). And getting on maintenance would be a new kinda hell.

I literally have no interest in doing bupre anymore. Yeah, I guess its been calming me down and stuff but to get to inject that stuff has been the main reason for my use of it. I cant do shit on bupre, I get a lot of things done on benzos.
Click to expand...
for me personally having 2-3 addictions to maintain is exponentially more difficult and more expensive compared to just one
 
Negentropic said:
whats going on man? you got covid?


I'll try it, I love walking in nature.

for me, running is a way to escape my thoughts

I feel like walking is a way to maybe process your thoughts, almost like a meditation?

similar, but running is definitely more of an "escape" at least for me - I use it as an escape for sure... a way to numb yourself for a few hours (I run until it starts to hurt, more endorphins)
Click to expand...
Its good that you can run.may be you are young or may be not.My prefer cardio is always bycicle...but thats in the summer.Mountain tracking is good too...and hatha yoga.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top