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Folley said:
Oh WHAT THE FUCK?!

I actually have MDMA, MDA and MDE right now... you heard right.
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I refuse to touch any drugs until the festival season gets into full swing, the temptation is there though. So much going on this weekend in terms of Raves, free parties and DnB nights.
 
I don't really rave or anything so that's not a problem for me lol. I'll probably just be taking a super high dose of MDA the first day of summer to get me ready for the season, then go to my first event a month or so later.


I've been to festies though, I just don't really think of them as a place to roll at haha... I'm not allowed to roll for 8 hours anymore.
 
All I really do is rave, done MDMA in quiet situations with friends but I find it much more rewarding if I organise going to a decent event and drag them along with me.
 
Cz_x said:
I refuse to touch any drugs until the festival season gets into full swing, the temptation is there though. So much going on this weekend in terms of Raves, free parties and DnB nights.
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yeah im saving myself for global cus it would have been 3 months and i'll have the best night of my life.

still might go to the andy c mixmag 'warehouse rave' thing next friday, apparently it's 6pm-4am which is 10 hours so i'll have to take some speed or something towards the end. (we don't mean crystal meth when we say speed folley haha)
 
If you take that speed after MDMA you're probably gonna feel like shit after :\ at least in my... vast... experience with the combo.


I would take a small dose of speed with the first dose of MDMA, then redose on MDMA a few times. I always drink after MDMA too, I find it brings back the roll feeling more than just weed
 
fuck. just got home. friends still partying and i couldnt get in because i was too drunk the 3 weeks before that at the club and appearantly i called the bouncer a bunch of stupid idiot fucks without education lol. got a huge lecture about alcohol aswell
 
LOL yeah.. maybe it's for the best though... no hangover tomorrow =) wouldve been different if i got in lol
 
everything patched up?
i still dislike you, albeit the dislike has simmered down some.
got another 3, gonna blow em.
 
so wat, dont get high with ya friends if they're that diesease festering.
I'm never getting high again with one "friend" of mine again, just because he pissed me the FUCK off last time with his bullshit.
Idiot arguing with me when he fucking said he was buyin cause it was my birthday (and i was the one who drove and got it, my dealer, and the paraphernalia was mine too), argued about how shit is gonna be divvy'd out when i'm the one who knows how strong it is and who's done it way more than him (mofo only did it twice).
He was saying i wanna split a bundle with you earlier this week, i told him i was spending my cash on other shit, but if he asks me for shit again i'mma say idgaf you have absolutely no fucking clue about shit and i'm not gonna be the one who's taking all the risk driving to get it and the gas and time and shit when i wouldn't be making any profit, and when you fucking were a little bitch the last time i got high with you.

That and the mofo is a year older than me, just about 20, and he seriously was like afraid to sneak out for 10 fucking minutes to give me the cash and to wait for me to come back with the shit. I"mma be like "you wanna do ADULT drugs then act like a fucking adult, quit being a little bitch, being such a pawn of your parents and other bullshit"
Mofucker is legitimately a fucking weirdo. Oh yeah, and i supposedly owe him 10 bucks when that night he said he was buying, when we only had 3 bags, i did 2 he did one, and i didnt even get high, but he got high as shit.
I'll let him get the 10 and then say good luck, get your own dealer because i wont get for you, you're a fucking idiot who doesn't know what the fuck he's doing.
 
When there is lots of weed about to smoke, and a bong and many joints going about, its satisfyingly euphoric and good vibes all around.
Smoked about 10g between 6 of us lol ..
WE HAD A BONG!
Bongs are fucking awesome, i might get one (when i sort my money out lol)
 
Folley said:
If you take that speed after MDMA you're probably gonna feel like shit after :\ at least in my... vast... experience with the combo.


I would take a small dose of speed with the first dose of MDMA, then redose on MDMA a few times. I always drink after MDMA too, I find it brings back the roll feeling more than just weed
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im not doing MDMA until 28th of july, i'll be sober for this night and i usually do a fair few 8 hours nights sober but by the 7th or 8th hour i'm knackered, hence the idea for speed at maybe the 5th or 6th hour
 
lol, that would suck for me tbh, not being able to sleep after a rave... bad times
 
what you could do however is take a small amount of the speed at start of the rave, and then just pop mdma the last 5 hours or so
 
Chesh said:
im not doing MDMA until 28th of july, i'll be sober for this night and i usually do a fair few 8 hours nights sober but by the 7th or 8th hour i'm knackered, hence the idea for speed at maybe the 5th or 6th hour
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Oh I see haha, in that case I would still just take a small amount of speed, then drink or something in the club


I've found speed, alcohol and weed to feel a lot like MDMA when combined
 
So I realized just how bad my PTSD is recently. I mean, I knew it was bad, but I had no idea.

I went to one of my old hangout spots a couple weeks ago. I was nervous, since the last time I was there, I made quite a few enemies. Surprisingly, everyone was happy to see me and catch up. These are people that have seen me do all sorts of crazy shit, people that I could just pass out next to and not give a fuck. But I felt like I was on some sort of job interview. I kept wanting to chill out and just shoot salad, but I couldn't speak. I kept my hands in my pockets, didn't make eye contact, and made an awkward joke every now and again. They went from being excited to see me to feeling pity for me.

It was so awkward to feel this awkward that I haven't really left the house since. I'm so afraid that the person I used to be is dead, and now I'm this socially retarded mess.

AND NOW, I have a date tonight. With someone who knew me from before a recent string of traumatic shit. He agreed to the date because he remembers my bubbly personality, and I have no idea how to fake being the old me. If we were in a group of people, I'd probably loosen up a bit. But one-on-one? I'm so gonna freeze.

Hnngghhh, I really need that MDMA therapy night.
 
Folley said:
Oh I see haha, in that case I would still just take a small amount of speed, then drink or something in the club


I've found speed, alcohol and weed to feel a lot like MDMA when combined
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can't really drink (oh how i miss those days)

i think i'll just arrive to the night later. i mean 6pm sounds a bit early anyway.
 
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