Well I made the mistake of wanting to buy 30- apparently I self-incriminated myself? Either way I shouldn't have to step over hot coals to get a syringe. I should be allowed to tell the pharmacist what they're going to be used for, because I am not even doing anything dangerous or illegal.
Regardless, I ended up ordering them online. I had to go to 2-3 different stores, because I kept seeing people I knew. I don't want to be carrying around needles. No one will understand. I see it as a method of administration particular to this substance, they will see it as me being a druggie.
Another reason to get into medical school. People won't be as quick to judge.
I've used drugs as a tool for advancing my life and I've become very very good at it. I've realized the barriers and dark holes. What substances to avoid, and which ones to fully indulge in. The social aspect of drugs is one of the more complex parts of our society. Unfortunately many people will continue down a road of ignorance and fear. I am not afraid of any drug, I only fear addiction.
Sure, you can get a degree in the medical field. You can learn about the addicting, euphoric effects of drugs and the horrible withdrawals, but unless you fully immerse yourself into the drug world and breath the laughter of the euphoric and the cries of the withdrawn, a person will forever hold a stagnant bias.
Talking about drugs with a doctor is a two sided coin. Some have been where I have, others have not. Regardless scientific fact is scientific fact. Doctors should never let moral interfere with science.