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whaeva tweaky.
you know full well i'm not the dumbest person in here, nomesayin?
old thread crew was much better though fo sho.
 
No, don't leave, Tweaky!! *clings*


Guys, can we please stop arguing? There's no need for the hostility. This is the ECSTASY DISCUSSION SOCIAL where PLUR, love, and empathy are supposed to reign supreme!! Just because you guys have different thoughts, opinions, and views on things doesn't mean you have to discuss them so uncivilly. Stop attacking each other. It makes an unwelcome environment for others, and it makes me sad.

Llama AND Folley, you're both fun people that I enjoy chatting with. I understand that you have your differences, but please stop. If you can't just try to get along and act civil, and if you must, just block each other, or just pretend that the others' posts don't exist. But please don't make this a hostile environment that drives others away. We all are here because we have things in common and can have fun with each other, right??

Everyone I've met through this Social is awesome; they are all dear to me. I don't want to see anyone leave, and I'm sure there are many who feel the same way. So let's just remember that we're all comrades in arms!! <3<3
 
folley, you're just plain retarded dig, thats why you started over and made a new account wasn't it, why you droppd the mgmt&mdma account you had or some shit, just go listen to brostep and dont try to act as if you're not a brostep and fucking shitty ass mac dre liking, intellectually dim, immature pothead kid, it would make you look less stupid if you just stopped being in the closet about mental retardation.
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you have my full support when you decide to be who you really are and stop denying who you are
 
Llama stop being so butthurt. I don't want to have to apply Prep H generously to your inflamed anus.
 
LSDMDMA&10278652 said:
been a month since i used meth, and i haven't been able to use dexedrine as much as i used to. i legitimately cannot buy drugs often, and glass is a pain in the ass to get/not available 247365 at all.
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Sort of worries me a bit that you say that. Ice is not difficult at all to find 24-7. Considering the dealers are usually always awake/available to make a sale. If difficulty finding it is all that's keeping you from doing it, then I'd best say to avoid it. Unfortunately I had "friends" and girlfriends constantly trying to stick a dope pipe in my mouth.

Even if it was for free. I never considered buying a pipe, because it would give me the bad option of smoking, which is arguably my favorite route of administration ever.

I'd say to not argue with Folley. At the same time, the "remorseful" feelings (lasting 2 days to possibly the rest of your life) you feel after taking meth is a good way to tell that what you did caused a change in your brain chemistry so great that it was unable to repair itself in a short amount of time.

I feel like damage to your personality and motivation is the worst thing a drug can do.

Cocaine may take your physical strength.
Alcohol may take your physique
Heroin may keep you on and off for the rest of your life

But meth straight up changes the person you are from the first binge onward. I just don't think you fully respect the level of regret you'll feel if you keep going with meth now. I've been around 40-50+ year old tweakers. They do not enjoy any second of their life.

Base amphetamine is a good, less harmful high. Stick with that or find a different stimulant
 
You dont understand....i only can even get it though pain in the ass and all that out of dumb LUCK, and its not like i have some scumbag movie type diggity as the source...
way i see it, regular speed will fuck you over just as bad pretty much if you go hard on it, meth is just easier to fall into the cycle of using i'm sure/easier to use large amounts doses ya know...
i was arguing with folley because he's talking about something he has absolutely no experience with, and my limited experience differs from what he was saying.
you're not changing my mind, when i can get next/if i can get, then i'm going to. it would be simply ignorant/naive to go along saying USING METHAMPHETAMINE IRREGULARLY IS TERRIBLE BUT PHARM SPEED IS A-OK.
i mean pharms aren't quite as bad, but IMO the difference is negiligble. you're not going to change my mind/opinion on this, besides, the shit i need to fix in my life isn't the amph use (and before you say NO THATS JUST ADDICT THINKING, let me explain...), its the shit that drives the amph use. I've noticed i cant really put a finger on exactly what i like so much about dexedrine (that i feel teh need to maintain use of it at least one night a week and most of the time at least 2 days if i can...), its just that when you're lost, fucked up and unsure of what to do, how to do it, how to escape the difficulties that have plagued yo life since before the drugs and honest to god, aren't being perpetuated by the drogs either, you/ya boy llama just doesn't know what to do anymore, and so i do what i do because i just feel lost (and off speed, its no better-i legitimately honestly 100% quit for 3 months about a year and 6 months ago, and i decided fuck it, start back up, because in the end, i'd rather be on speed than not if i still have to deal with the same BS when i stop legitimately...as in, why not get high when being sober doesn't at all have an effect on yo situation) so i do speed. cant tell you exactly what i like so damn much about it, its just what i've become accustomed to and until the other shit is sorted, speed/OCCASIONAL meth use isn't worth worrying about...because if you fix the other issues, do you think i'd at all want to use stims so damn much? hell no, i wouldn't have any desire to engage in my shenanigans at all like i have/do, but with shit being fucked up, i'd rather take the rollercoaster ride of stimulant use than just take a consistant apathy/depression kinda shit, least doin speed there's some upside, temporarily..the down is more down but hell its a fair trade to me..amp (and methamp in my limited experience is noticeably better with this...) turns depression, loneliness, and self loathing into anger, apathy, arrogance and hate...i'll take the last few over depression and shit any day, even just temporarily. the feeling of just not giving a fuck because you're high as a fucking kite and you do whatever the fuck you want, act however you feel like and feel superior/stronger/better...i wouldn't enjoy that so much if i didn't have these issues, if you know what i mean. It wouldn't eb nearly as appealing...
i have no intention of quitting, no desire to quit, and honestly, not any real regret either. all that BS that thizzy has talked about where how i used to bitch and moan when i'd come down about hwo i was gonna quit and that shit, immature childish BS that i just wasn't experienced enough to recognize...i dont get that stupid shit anymore, i'll quit when i want to and nothing anybody says is going to change that. and with no reason to quit, pfft that just aint gonna happen.
i live by dat speed, and i'll die by dat speed.
yeah, i know its long, but this isn't my usual brand of arrogance laced rant, this is real talk....if you aren't willing to read the whole thing then kindly just stop attempting to change my opinion on shit, hell i dont like being preached to about that anyway but if you dont have the time to read something real i wrote, then fuck off pretending you have time to care about whether or not i decide to ingest a chemical that will only negatively impact me and nobody else, and when i know and understand the risks and just dont care.
 
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LSDMDMA&10279072 said:
You dont understand....i only can even get it though pain in the ass and all that out of dumb LUCK, and its not like i have some scumbag movie type diggity as the source...
way i see it, regular speed will fuck you over just as bad pretty much if you go hard on it, meth is just easier to fall into the cycle of using i'm sure/easier to use large amounts doses ya know...
i was arguing with folley because he's talking about something he has absolutely no experience with, and my limited experience differs from what he was saying.
you're not changing my mind, when i can get next/if i can get, then i'm going to. it would be simply ignorant/naive to go along saying USING METHAMPHETAMINE IRREGULARLY IS TERRIBLE BUT PHARM SPEED IS A-OK.
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http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/492759-Upregulating-dopamine
http://www.bluelight.ru/vb/threads/...ed-in-Methamphetamine-Users-A-Critical-Review

Two threads about methamphetamine neurotoxicity. Good read

But using pharm-amps is not going to be nearly as harmful for many many reasons. One being that you know the dose and it will not be tainted. They're not "A-OK" but they're not going to debilitate your ability to enjoy life without them.

The main issue with meth is that it will not let go once it starts.

You come down off meth.
The come down you feel like life is pointless and you have nothing but drugs to help.
You buy more meth.
Come down worse. "Life sucks. meth will fix this feeling"
Soon you'll be up for days and days.

I mean, you're aware that it doesn't have as harsh of a comedown, but the next few days are DEPRESSING. As for base amphetamine it may make you feel a little tired, but it's not nearly as de-sensitizing and remorseful. I can only imagine it gets worse.

Anyway I'm not one to talk. I was the last person to do meth and I'm glad it was a horrible experience.
 
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