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I honestly enjoy the drug a lot more when I'm in a home environment or at a small rave. Last weekend I went to a 40 person rave and rolled there, it honestly beat any massive I've ever been to in both Vancouver and Seattle. Can't wait till the next rave, I'm even DJing in it xD

So far got a funky electro and DnB set coming together, can't wait to play my first gig :D

EDIT: also folley am I able to get a copy of that euphoric hardstyle mix??
 
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Yeah, it's a damn good one lol. Some amazingly powerful tracks in there, still... I know I can do better. Such a great selection deserves perfection!

shit, that rhymed lol



I'm taking a break from that one though, about to record a mix all about drugs next haha ;) It's called "I mix genres like Hunter S Thompson mixes drugs", just to give you an idea of what's in store :D
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I don't really like this music but the mixing is good, nice job :) Gave you a follow
 
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Me neither, but on some occasions if I have some in me and the night is good all that goes out of the window and I become crazy
 


Fuckin hell this stuff makes me crave amphetamines. Technooo :D
 
So I did acid for the second time last night... I think it's safe to say I wont be doing it again for a looooong time if not ever.
 
Folley said:
Where'd you take it? Set and setting is extremely important for drugs like LSD, but it's not for everyone of course.


Just too much to handle for some, too raw... too real.
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This, on so many levels. When I did it it just felt like it unwrapped reality and I was literally seeing in high definition. Don't get me wrong, i knew it was the drug but everything else about it was just to amazing. I did it in a shit set/setting and for the last 3 hours my friend was going crazy but I still managed to put in some headphones and keep my shit together.
 
Folley said:
Where'd you take it? Set and setting is extremely important for drugs like LSD, but it's not for everyone of course.


Just too much to handle for some, too raw... too real.
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I was at a small 300-400 person local music festival 10 kilometers into the woods. Honestly it was all going so good until a new DJ came on that played a trap only set, I personally don't like trap but I still managed to dance to it for about 20 minutes. After that I realized he wasn't going to play anything else so I went back to my friends camp site where we started a fire with out neighbors.

At that point I just got memorized by the flames and sparks and got stuck in my head just thinking about ever little thing going on around me and just my life in general... Normally I don't mind that but it really killed my vibe and just sort of brought me down. Questions started popping into my head like, "Why am I here?", "Why am I doing this?" I tried to dance for a bit longer but even after the 90 minute trap set was over I couldn't get back into the music no matter what I did.

Now here is the part where it all went down hill...

I really wasn't feeling the music or the crowd anymore so I decided to just chill by myself for a bit until I felt a bit better and wanted to rave a bit more, but the issue was that I didn't bring a tent cause I was going to crash in my car. I decided to head back to my car for a bit just to calm down so I started the 5 minute hike back to my car. The issues was that I was pretty damn high at the time wandering through the woods in the pitch black without a flashlight.... After about an hour of me randomly wandering around constantly pressing the unlock button on my key fob I eventually saw my car lights flash in the distance, probably the best feeling of the night haha.

At this point it was 2am and I decided to just stay in my car for the night and just relax and enjoy the rest of the high.

I'm thinking LSD just isn't a party drug for me. I'll stick with MDMA for parties haha.
 
Yeah it was weird, the second I realized I was lost I felt like I had lost complete control over anything, including myself. I then felt very week and was starting to panic. The worst part about looking for my car was that there were others just like it, relatively same year and model and I kept thinking they were my car so I'd stand there for a few minutes freaking out cause my unlock button wasn't unlocking it...

Looking back it's kind of funny but at the same time I was beyond panicked at the time and was having a mental breakdown because I couldn't get into a car that I thought was mine even though it wasn't.

I'm just gonna stick with MDMA for now on I think, I haven't had a bad time on it or any real negative feelings from it ever since I discovered this site and started practicing harm reduction... And for that I thank everyone :)
 
Looking back it's kind of funny
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pity you couldnt come to this realisation at the time, cause chances are the trip would have taken a completely different path. all is well that ends well.
 
Yep .. acid should not be taken lightly, it can be a real head fuck!!

That probably wasn't the ideal setting for your first time, it may have been better outdoors in the day time with a small group of trusted friends. It's good for your first time if you have experienced people around who can identify different stages of the trip and settle you if needed as well..

Bad acid trips are horrible, I remember mine very clearly, one of the worst days of my life!! It's difficult to put into words, lets just say I felt every negative emotion possible ALL at once and it was my definition of hell on earth. Thankfully I had someone there to help, he tricked me back into a good frame of mind by convincing me that if I had a cup of green tea then the negative feelings would go away. I believe this could have gone the other way, if he had started saying negative things or behaving strangely, my trip may have gotten worse ;/
 
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