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Yea I'm okay, havent spoke to my mate yet though. We went to Greenwich observatory and the war musuem and had an amazing day and trip, but on the way back I ego deathed. He went to the shop and left my by the bus stop and was ages. Thought he wasnt coming back. In my ket and mdma K hole ego death a year ago he was there too, and my head made me think he was merely my "subconcious trip companion" and none of this was real. I thought he was never coming back and I was stuck in the middle on Greenwich tripping my nut. He came back, and we walked home, but its just a never ending one road to my house from greenwich. PRobably not the best road to walk on when you fucked; you can see home at the top of the hill but never seem to get any further towards it. We got stuck in a logic loop chatting on the way back and I was incapable of saying anything other than two words, until I finally muttered "Sophie" (my missus' name) just to see if I was still alive. He turned around and said "what?". I put my music on to try and calm me down but it made it worse, was like Mad Hatter world. My heart literally felt like it was gonna explode the whole way home. Only way I got through it was cause I kept saying to myself "keep walking and see if you get home". It felt like somebody stopped punching my heart when I finally found somewhere I recognised.
I havent spoke to my mate this morning but I think last night broke him. He took acid on his own a week ago (recently unemployed) and was sketchy the whole day. His normal cheeky bravado was gone, conversation with him was so hard. He kept muttering to himself like he was crazy. He and I ended up going to the pub with friends whilst still tripping; my trip had really turned sour cause everything felt so awkward and unnatural. Only reason I went with him is because I knew he was in a bad day too. We ended up going home and he still muttered to himself all night but I humoured him with conversation just to help him through it. I ended up going to bed at around 4 (still tripping) because I was so exhausted, unfortunately, to leave him on his own to his thoughts. I feel so bad, I hope he's okay to be honest, just gotta man up and go speak to him soon.
 
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So stupid, didnt plan it well enough. I was following him across roads through a busy Greenwich not really knowing what I was doing. Such an idiot.

The first 5 hours of the trip was amazing though.
 
Surprise Surprise...
Just crumbled upon taking a pee on way home from walking the dog.

Felt like a knife going up me, inside of me, lasted about 30seconds.
Urinary tract infection methinks...
 
yo crackas
Keaton's challenge but with speed i could do, if i had a shorter username/could make the letters real small.
 
might be your K ^....maybe try MXE out for a change?


idk how you do it L/M/A, stims give me anxiety :\
i like the euphoria and energy they give me though...pros V cons...
 
well i havent done K since tuesday (the night i pissed on the toilet floor)

Lol.
Mxe is one i dont exceed 20mg,
I enjoy its music appreciation and that gives me a nice little bit of euphoria
Im thinking of giving it all a break though (apart from weed)
 
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