Gosh once again it has been a while. Endo sorted, using next to nothing, drinking under control for the most part, no boys. Saw NF again and realise now that whilst the infatuation may never go away, he is not for me and is far too jeuvenile to be in a relationship. Fuck his mixed messages tho, guess some things don't change.
Now that I am celibate, I feel like I am seeing things clearly for the first time ever. Life is lighter. People and their motivations seem more obvious.
I am at the start of the journey when it comes to what I want for myself long term. I thought I had it all worked out. I do not know shit. I will work it out but one day at a time.
Now that I am celibate, I feel like I am seeing things clearly for the first time ever. Life is lighter. People and their motivations seem more obvious.
I am at the start of the journey when it comes to what I want for myself long term. I thought I had it all worked out. I do not know shit. I will work it out but one day at a time.