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The cliff,,,,,,,,DO I JUMP?

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So this is Where I've ended up,
At the end of my first path, a cliff.
I do not know wich way to jump,
This wasn't in the manuscripts.
I've walked so far, or though it seems,
And have even ran for many miles.
But now I stand alone and dwell,
Fearing the upcoming trials.
I can't think clearly, for today is dense,
what should I do from here?
Do I jump up to my next race,
Or do I plumit to undying tears?
Most would rule me as stupid,
For not knowing wich way to go,
But I see it as a well thought out decision,
One doesn't want to react fast, when they don't even know.
I do know this, at the bottom is clear,
I would know my fate one day in advance,
I'd know my place and who I am,
But put at societies feet, ready to be put in a trance.
And up seems so scrambled, so undefined,
Who or what will I become,
Awakened to the heart of the soul,
to love and happiness I would succumb.
So now at the tips of my toes, untamed balance,
I look both vertical and horizontal, close my eyes and weep,
then my feet go at ease,
And up with my soul I shall leap.
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My mom sent me to my room......
I crawled out!
 
This is kind of how i feel right now too, I mean, you get to a point where you look around and wonder, 'what's next?', in my case, i am out of high school, im basically at a point in my life where the decisions i make *will* be where my life is going to go, do i goto college and pursuit a degree, or do i wait until ive mentally and physically matured before going to college and use this time to find myself, and find out 'who i want to be'...
I hope the best to you, When you make your decision dont be too quick to follow your heart, or your mind, balance out the two to find your path, I'm with you in spirit.
Pintsize.
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Dont follow in the footsteps of others, Because when you are gone the only thing left are the footsteps of whom youve followed. ~me (i thought of it, but shit, it could be someone elses quote
 
PINTSIZE........to you I bow,
Thank you for your response with such soft words.......
My life too is at stand by, so much is going on that I cant even pinpoint my own personality, it changes from day to day....though my soul and spirit have always stayed the same.
tay
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My mom sent me to my room......
I crawled out!
 
Tay, your words in the simplest form explain my exact feelings, I *too* cannot seem to see my *personality* as it changes in ways i can not explain, so much is going on in my head, and sometimes it is soooo tough to comprehend 'The Big Picture' as my father says, so im taking it one step at a time, lookin at one aspect of my life and changing it to how i want it and proceed to the next issue, as to not overwhelm and discourage myself from trying again, which *is* what happened in the past.. I would *realize* all of the things i did not like and id go nuts trying to fix everything in a day, and that doesnt happen, things take time...So time, and effort, is all i have and need..
My life awaits, as does yours.
Pintsize.
 
I will take your word to heart....
I know that life takes time....so now I guess I just have to let my spirit flow at ease and not pressure it to much mith wonders....
thankyou,
tay
 
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