Cyanoide
Bluelighter
^ I love your attitude, SA.That's such a healthy mindset.
I have to agree. Wise words from Survived Abortion. Not too long ago I was regularly exercising, meditating and reading books. I do think my indefinite break from MXE will help to regain the interest and motivation to do those things again. Trying to compensate MXE with other compounds is doomed to fail and will only lead to more apathy. It's not going to happen in a day or two, but as time goes by I'm convinced my break will lead to positive things and regaining the interest in many of the things that gave me so much joy in my life. The good thing though is that I have no cravings for MXE, I actually feel like never touching the stuff again. I've only been "clean" from MXE for about a month now so I can't demand of myself to regain the motivation for doing things sober so fast. But I know there's the potential of life not feeling boring without MXE (or other drugs), it just takes time but I have already made the decision to start exercising and meditating again. Both have a hugely positive impact for my life quality.
Psychedelics I will not leave, but they have never been a replacement for a lack of something in my life. On the contrary they give me more inspiration and joy and insights I can apply in every day life. But they have never been and will never be something I take every weekend like with MXE. There's no cravings for them and I have no problems not taking them for months.
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