i'm in a situation where I will most likely get drug tested for 2 years soon... would MXE show up on a UA? I know it will be really hard for me to quit smoking as i've been addicted for a while and I've heard many great things about MXE but also that it can be addictive and I don't want to trade one addiction for another.
I have somewhat of an addictive personality.
I'd like to be getting high on MXE tonight, but I am not.
I have other things I need to do in the next day or so, so I put it away.
If you have any will power, you can stop it. If you don't, you probably can't.
It's a very easy one to get sucked into.
I had the power to quit smoking cigarettes 2.5 years before I met MXE after 15 years of smoking them.
I'd say I have some sort of will power. Enough to hold back from getting high tonight even though I would technically have a day and a night to sober up for my motorcycle license test. I'd rather give myself two/three days.
Really this stuff is pretty powerful. You shouldn't binge for days on it. I'm learning that more and more. It can be addicting but it's no trade off for weed.
Weed and MXE are two different things I value very much like mushrooms and acid and DMT. Just all about moderation. I didn't know that before. I still kinda sit here and burn weed all day and night. Trying to figure out how to slow down. It would sure help my pocketbook.
I don't think there's any real reason for me to quit any of it permanently.
I could sure use some moderation experience though.
I think I'm gaining it right now as I write this.
At this point to say MXE hasn't opened up some seriously new and interesting ideas to me would be a completely untrue understatement. I'm not one to just exacerbate so radically, usually. My speaking has even become more fashionably intelligent.
I
feel like I have become slightly more educated, intelligent and mature.
I could be completely wrong though. Hell it's just a drug..