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The Big & Dandy Methoxetamine Thread - 7th Dose (Let's start the next bag)

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Gonna invest in some decent headphones soon i reckon, connect them to my Technics amp which is rigged to my pc and guitar

banged the doseage up, plus another 10mg valium, feeling fucking good. seems my tolerance is on the increase
 
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Have been feeling very pleasent for hours from 100mg that I took at 20:30. Took about half hour to start working, had a slight hole around an hour after taking it.. still going strong :-)
 
After a further 2 weeks to work with this, I am convinced that if I do indeed have real MXE (and I am pretty sure I do since it is nothing like teletamine and I don't know of any teletamine or ketamine analogues that work at 20-30mg, also a friend who is pretty confident they have worked with MXE in the past, confirms what I have is MXE).

So assuming I have real MXE, then I just am at a loss how people think this is as useful, hell fun, as ketamine.

All of my experiences are with MXE that has been made into a solution, and administered through SC injection.

MXE is great as a medicine....I can sleep more than 5 hr with it (otherwise, kratom WDs wake me up at the 5th hour of sleep reliably every night) but that is IF I get to sleep. Getting to sleep after MXE is hard! The primary effects last 2hr, followed by another 2-3hr when I can feel the transmitters that keep me awake, flowing through me. Sleep is possible only after many hours of praying for it. It also seems to lack most of the 'anesthetic' effect of ketamine, I could only see high dosages useful for surgery. I suppose this is why PCP never worked for surgery.

Beyond this one small fact (only relevant if you are a depraved pain killer addict), MXE is a cold, ugly drug when it runs through my brain. It is like the chlorine gives ketamine 'flare' and 'warmth', this material has the strong feeling of coldness and death and none of the inviting (perhaps compulsory) effects of ketamine. I have never gone beyond 40mg (I feel a full hole is around 50-60mg) and I can't imagine I would as I would as I find even 40mg just very uncomfortable.

On ketamine, I don't fear the extreme states suggested to me (often on ketamine I experience (what I can only imagine) life is like for a tree, or amoeba, a level of consciousness deprived of all awareness but a tiny sliver)...MXE is unnerving when I start to reach these places.

It is just not for me, I can't understand the hype. And it is perhaps one of the most hyped up drugs I have seen in years. Too bad as the cost of true pharmaceutical grade ketamine (out of a vial) is cost prohibitive these days.
 
been a bit wrecklace with my dosing tonight, this is gonna get fucked up. shouldnt of fucked around with it. ah well benzos will sort it.. kinda. we'll see
 
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MXE is great as a medicine....I can sleep more than 5 hr with it (otherwise, kratom WDs wake me up at the 5th hour of sleep reliably every night) but that is IF I get to sleep. Getting to sleep after MXE is hard! The primary effects last 2hr, followed by another 2-3hr when I can feel the transmitters that keep me awake, flowing through me. Sleep is possible only after many hours of praying for it. It also seems to lack most of the 'anesthetic' effect of ketamine, I could only see high dosages useful for surgery. I suppose this is why PCP never worked for surgery.

Beyond this one small fact (only relevant if you are a depraved pain killer addict), MXE is a cold, ugly drug when it runs through my brain. It is like the chlorine gives ketamine 'flare' and 'warmth', this material has the strong feeling of coldness and death and none of the inviting (perhaps compulsory) effects of ketamine. I have never gone beyond 40mg (I feel a full hole is around 50-60mg) and I can't imagine I would as I would as I find even 40mg just very uncomfortable.

On ketamine, I don't fear the extreme states suggested to me (often on ketamine I experience (what I can only imagine) life is like for a tree, or amoeba, a level of consciousness deprived of all awareness but a tiny sliver)...MXE is unnerving when I start to reach these places.

It is just not for me, I can't understand the hype. And it is perhaps one of the most hyped up drugs I have seen in years. Too bad as the cost of true pharmaceutical grade ketamine (out of a vial) is cost prohibitive these days.


Other than "I don't like it" it's hard to work out what you're saying.

Sleep is normally possible for me 7 hours after an initial dose of, say, 50mg. Certainly, it is stimulating, this is recorded in "the literature".

Anaesthetic effect - I don't know, I've not tried cutting myself while on MXE, have you? I know that at certain doses I have no idea what is happening with regards to my body so I presume anaesthesia is present.

As for it being cold or ugly, that is a subjective opinion, and... "set and setting". Seriously. MXE can be warm and beautiful! So what you wrote is not particularly helpful.


EDIT: I'm sure you're conscious of the subjectivity of what you've written. I'm sorry it's not worked for you as it might have! But this is surely the human/drug combo and not the drug alone.
 
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I find mxe to be much warmer than ketamine in both mental and physical aspects. While they're both cozy, in a sense I find mxe to be much fuller... The body high is so much more enveloping and the mental effects are just much smoother, regardless of dose, whereas I can find ketamine to be sort of "jarring" (although never bad or scary)
 
almost everything from sphongle

younger brother - the last days of gravity

ott - skylon

the track "dancing with kadafi" by infected mushroom....always a great emotional journey.

groove armada

lo fidelity allstars the track "battleflag"

porcupine tree ... the track "buying new soul"

beatles - i want you (she´s so heavy)
Will check it out when I get the time. Thanks bro.

always find chill dubstep goes well with MXE,

one of my faves. beautiful, what a voice. takes me on a ride, feels like shes talking to me or something, crazy stuff

Blackmill Feat. Veela - Let It Be
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sDI6HTR9arA

Yeah that music is helllllla melllow

go for it :)

MXE tunes for anyone who wants to go on an adventure, these are pretty blissful and nice

Asa & KOAN Sound - Kaneda
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDeQ...t=PLE8817243B3324E38&lf=plpp_video&playnext=1


Gange-a-Midi - You Appear
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KrSR...wp7qLoKuU0unjPTA&index=390&feature=plpp_video

on 10mg of valium and sniffed around 30mg of mexy, feeling good, music sounds deep and beautiful everything kinda looks sharper and more defined, but this aint euphoric enough though or wonky. this batch is lacking, im upping it

Quoting this for myself to come back and look at later also. I'm fucking burnt out. I had like a triple afterglow from a weird dosing.

glad you like it :) got so many tunes that are perfect for tripping

ok what the fuck is going on with this MXE, 10mg of valium and 50-ish MXE im not even wonky and trippy, it feels like its replicated some sort of euphoric stimulant, feeling sharp, BPM has hardly increased, this is awesome. feels so clean as well. this stuff just keeps getting better. changes every time. magical. last time at one point my vision went out of focus and i got confused and couldnt type for shit. or i was full blown tripping my nuts off. the more i do this stuff, the more it changes. weird stuff. need to get me some more of this

I know I said I wasn't going to procure more again but I think I lied again. =P

Have been feeling very pleasent for hours from 100mg that I took at 20:30. Took about half hour to start working, had a slight hole around an hour after taking it.. still going strong :-)

Just a slight one? hehe

After a further 2 weeks to work with this, I am convinced that if I do indeed have real MXE (and I am pretty sure I do since it is nothing like teletamine and I don't know of any teletamine or ketamine analogues that work at 20-30mg, also a friend who is pretty confident they have worked with MXE in the past, confirms what I have is MXE).

So assuming I have real MXE, then I just am at a loss how people think this is as useful, hell fun, as ketamine.

All of my experiences are with MXE that has been made into a solution, and administered through SC injection.

MXE is great as a medicine....I can sleep more than 5 hr with it (otherwise, kratom WDs wake me up at the 5th hour of sleep reliably every night) but that is IF I get to sleep. Getting to sleep after MXE is hard! The primary effects last 2hr, followed by another 2-3hr when I can feel the transmitters that keep me awake, flowing through me. Sleep is possible only after many hours of praying for it. It also seems to lack most of the 'anesthetic' effect of ketamine, I could only see high dosages useful for surgery. I suppose this is why PCP never worked for surgery.

Beyond this one small fact (only relevant if you are a depraved pain killer addict), MXE is a cold, ugly drug when it runs through my brain. It is like the chlorine gives ketamine 'flare' and 'warmth', this material has the strong feeling of coldness and death and none of the inviting (perhaps compulsory) effects of ketamine. I have never gone beyond 40mg (I feel a full hole is around 50-60mg) and I can't imagine I would as I would as I find even 40mg just very uncomfortable.

On ketamine, I don't fear the extreme states suggested to me (often on ketamine I experience (what I can only imagine) life is like for a tree, or amoeba, a level of consciousness deprived of all awareness but a tiny sliver)...MXE is unnerving when I start to reach these places.

It is just not for me, I can't understand the hype. And it is perhaps one of the most hyped up drugs I have seen in years. Too bad as the cost of true pharmaceutical grade ketamine (out of a vial) is cost prohibitive these days.

I never done the real deal but this here MXE is good and bad at the same time.
Funny stuff.
I do find it gets me very numb some times, others not. That's up the nose though of course.
Everyone's study gonna vary I suppose.

been a bit wrecklace with my dosing tonight, this is gonna get fucked up. shouldnt of fucked around with it. ah well benzos will sort it.. kinda. we'll see
Ridem' Cowboy!
I pushed a bit last night and it sent me wonky. lol
We always tend to push it looking for the good ones.
I find the best ones come when you least expect them.
I just gotta ease into it from now on. lololol
Last night was confusing as hell. Did some dumb shyt too on emails and such. lol
 
ok what the fuck is going on with this MXE, 10mg of valium and 50-ish MXE im not even wonky and trippy, it feels like its replicated some sort of euphoric stimulant,
Dude, I totally told you.
I think they have that ecstasy replicate mixed up in here for reals.
Sometimes it's massively euphoria and other times not.
6-apb?

I don't know man sometimes it feels massively euphoric. Other times it's like BAM MXE in your grill! (lol like last night whew!)

My last report I report more euphoria than anything ever a few trips back.
Whatever they mix with the MXE causes crazy euphoric breakthroughs on me when it hits.

Either that, or the synth is all varied inside each batch.

Kinda like how some DMT can be more active in some ways more than others even with same ROA? (yellow oily DMT vs pure crystal white DMT)
 
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I don't think MXE would be particularly useful for medical benefits in this form that it is in now.
It's effects vary too widely.

If you wanted to shoot for a certain effect for a certain patient, you wouldn't know how much dose of what synth or batch to give to the patient.

Perhaps psychiatric dosing or something but I don't know how you can control doses on MXE when it varies so widely. You can only ease into it if it feels good and back off if it's not. If you try and rush/push, it kicks your ass every time. You can't beat your way into the MXE breakthroughs.

They come when they want, regardless of your doses. I think anything above 40mg can do it sometimes if everything is right, other times not!

I was in one hell of a hole last night on 100mg but I was not broken through.
I was confused and doing weird stuff.

I think the hash helped the paranoia a bit too. hehe.
But I saw that coming from the hash and can't list it as part of the problem when I knew it would happen. I knew I was being paranoid from the hash and stopped. It just turned into a sketchy kinda high after that. Speedy and confusing and funny feelings in my body.

When the afterglows came, I noticed them and they were nice. There was more than one because of how I dosed this time. I was still too distracted to enjoy them as much as I could have by the funkyness of the trip comedown.

PS..
Dan if you read this...
Good headphones is a great idea. I'm a DJ and good headphones are a must.
They are comfy and kill all other sound.
I know how you like your tunes. Go out and get you some headphones with your next batch brother.
 
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After a further 2 weeks to work with this, I am convinced that if I do indeed have real MXE (and I am pretty sure I do since it is nothing like teletamine and I don't know of any teletamine or ketamine analogues that work at 20-30mg, also a friend who is pretty confident they have worked with MXE in the past, confirms what I have is MXE).

So assuming I have real MXE, then I just am at a loss how people think this is as useful, hell fun, as ketamine.

All of my experiences are with MXE that has been made into a solution, and administered through SC injection.

MXE is great as a medicine....I can sleep more than 5 hr with it (otherwise, kratom WDs wake me up at the 5th hour of sleep reliably every night) but that is IF I get to sleep. Getting to sleep after MXE is hard! The primary effects last 2hr, followed by another 2-3hr when I can feel the transmitters that keep me awake, flowing through me. Sleep is possible only after many hours of praying for it. It also seems to lack most of the 'anesthetic' effect of ketamine, I could only see high dosages useful for surgery. I suppose this is why PCP never worked for surgery.

Beyond this one small fact (only relevant if you are a depraved pain killer addict), MXE is a cold, ugly drug when it runs through my brain. It is like the chlorine gives ketamine 'flare' and 'warmth', this material has the strong feeling of coldness and death and none of the inviting (perhaps compulsory) effects of ketamine. I have never gone beyond 40mg (I feel a full hole is around 50-60mg) and I can't imagine I would as I would as I find even 40mg just very uncomfortable.

On ketamine, I don't fear the extreme states suggested to me (often on ketamine I experience (what I can only imagine) life is like for a tree, or amoeba, a level of consciousness deprived of all awareness but a tiny sliver)...MXE is unnerving when I start to reach these places.

It is just not for me, I can't understand the hype. And it is perhaps one of the most hyped up drugs I have seen in years. Too bad as the cost of true pharmaceutical grade ketamine (out of a vial) is cost prohibitive these days.
Anyone who is looking to MXE to be better at what ketamine does than ketamine is going to be disappointed. MXE has a radically different experiential profile (on average). Judging from reports and chem diagrams it's much closer to 3-Me0-PCE, both in terms of subjective effect and, of course, structure.

So much of what constitutes the hype of MXE among people who have used ketamine is from random users in the throes of mania who post nondescript smatterings as thread filler. As paltry as all that filler is, it's pretty clear they're not drawing comparisons to ketamine. Some say that they prefer it to ketamine, but the unstated qualification in that proclamation is something along the lines of : "if I'm only going to buy one dissociative it will be ___". In short, they're saying they like what MXE does, as different from ketamine as it is, better than what ketamine does (and given how different MXE and K are it's kind of a pointless statement to make). I don't think anyone is saying MXE is a better ketamine than ketamine (anesthetic, unstimulating, visionary, proprioceptively volatile, etc.).

Additionally, if you're addicted to anything (you indicate kratom withdrawals), your physiology is atypical, even for yourself. I guess you could try it again "fresh". You may like it, you may not, but the point is it's plausible that it may be different as a non-addict. As much as individual variance varies, factoring in the affects of addicted brains in addition to everything else really throws all hope of critical appraisal to the wind.
 
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Additionally, if you're addicted to anything (you indicate kratom withdrawals), your physiology is atypical, even for yourself. I guess you could try it again "fresh". You may like it, you may not, but the point is it's plausible that it may be different as a non-addict. As much as individual variance varies, factoring in the affects of addicted brains in addition to everything else really throws all hope of critical appraisal to the wind.

Maybe. I am quite familiar with using ketamine in my 'condition' and never found the effects to vary from the ketamine experiences I had before pain killer use.

Also to the person who said my comments are subjective, so what? When did I claim I was stating effects based on rat studies, or receptor type substrates? In the PD forum, along with the Trip Reports Forum, subjective sums up 99% of what you read.

Also to be clear, I was only commenting on ketamine as compared to MXE because it is most often called a ketamine analogue, and many do compare it to ketamine because they have not use PCP or DXM, etc. Certainly I have only used ketamine and the effects are most like ketamine than compared to LSD, or cocaine. It is a dissociative of the ketamine/PCP class so comparisons are appropriate....and I mean to comment on how different they are.
 
I've deciced, he can have a 30mg oral and I'll have a 35mg oral. If any of us gets paniky then ive got two 1mg etizolam pills

Well... I had the worst night of my life, due to my own stupidity.

Before going out I had drunk a bottle of wine and a liter of cider. Before that though I snorted 35mg of MXE about 6pm at night. Arriving in town I went and took the remaining bottle of wine with me and met up with my friend.

Okay, so before going into a club about 10:30pm I took 35mg MXE orally and my friend 30mg orally. (he hadn't had anything else beforehand.) I went in the club about 10:45 this was when the terror kicked in.

At 11pm I began to feel extremely dissociated/confused and quite nauseous due to the alcohol I had drank. I thought I was gonna vomit, I could hardly stand properly. I then stupidly took 1mg of Etizolam while in the club to help with the nausea, this was when things got much worse.

My friend had to drag me out of the club, the nausea had gone but I felt like I was close do death. I was shivering, shaking and felt like I was on another planet. My vision was EXTREMELY blurred and I could not talk properly at all. I'd never slurred my words as much in my life.

My friend then walked me to the train station and this is where I started crying like a baby. I felt like I was on the edge of meeting death. I told him to tell my mum I loved her and all this other bullshit. I then collapsed.

Two police officers came to my hand and I told them what I'd taken and they called an ambulance for me. I was drifting in and out of consciousness.

The ambulance then arrived and I was put in the back with my friend. I told them exactly what I'd taken but I can't really remember what they were talking about.

I then arrived at the hospital feeling fine, as if nothing had happened. But they still kept me there until 3:30am.

I AM REALLY SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE ON BLUELIGHT, THE LAST THING I WANTED WAS FOR MXE TO GET ANY KIND OF ATTENTION. I even said to the policeman, don't let anyone from the Daily Mail find out. LOL

Anyway I am a complete idiot for doing this. At least I'll know now not to ever have MXE with alcohol in a club environment.

I've been taking MXE on and off for a year in the comfort of my own home and 99% of the time I've had pleasurable experiences from it. At least I'll know now to never combine with so much alcohol or even go in a club environment with it ever again.

My friend was fine though, he told me he enjoyed 30mg on its own.

Edit: I feel rather refreshed this morning though.
 
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I don't think MXE would be particularly useful for medical benefits in this form that it is in now.
It's effects vary too widely.

If you wanted to shoot for a certain effect for a certain patient, you wouldn't know how much dose of what synth or batch to give to the patient.

So very true, couldnt agree more. too unpredictable


Good headphones is a great idea. I'm a DJ and good headphones are a must.
They are comfy and kill all other sound.
I know how you like your tunes. Go out and get you some headphones with your next batch brother.

Love the tunes man =D spend so much time looking for music, massive wide taste in genres. awesome, good on you mate :) what music do you play? what equipment do you have and what headphones can you recommend? envious of DJs, know a few around here, end up partying with them after the raves are finished, know people that organize some of the events etc such a good atmosphere and enviorment, best times of my life. would love to become a DJ, should have got some decks instead of getting into guitar playing, although i love it. met some amazing people

got some of these at the moment,

http://www.amazon.co.uk/Sennheiser-...JSQC/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1328962682&sr=8-1

bang for buck they're good but not good enough, especially when im balls deep on MXE and the audio is suffering, sometimes i cant tell if its the headphones or the drug fucking with me. then end up spending ages messing around the EQ on my amp and pc, MXE seems to mess with audio EQ for some reason. had those headphones for years as well, they're probably a bit knackered by now. looking for some fairly good ones around £30/40.

Well... I had the worst night of my life, due to my own stupidity.

Before going out I had drunk a bottle of wine and a liter of cider. Before that though I snorted 35mg of MXE about 6pm at night. Arriving in town I went and took the remaining bottle of wine with me and met up with my friend.

Okay, so before going into a club about 10:30pm I took 35mg MXE orally and my friend 30mg orally. (he hadn't had anything else beforehand.) I went in the club about 10:45 this was when the terror kicked in.

At 11pm I began to feel extremely dissociated/confused and quite nauseous due to the alcohol I had drank. I thought I was gonna vomit, I could hardly stand properly. I then stupidly took 1mg of Etizolam while in the club to help with the nausea, this was when things got much worse.

My friend had to drag me out of the club, the nausea had gone but I felt like I was close do death. I was shivering, shaking and felt like I was on another planet. My vision was EXTREMELY blurred and I could not talk properly at all. I'd never slurred my words as much in my life.

My friend then walked me to the train station and this is where I started crying like a baby. I felt like I was on the edge of meeting death. I told him to tell my mum I loved her and all this other bullshit. I then collapsed.

Two police officers came to my hand and I told them what I'd taken and they called an ambulance for me. I was drifting in and out of consciousness.

The ambulance then arrived and I was put in the back with my friend. I told them exactly what I'd taken but I can't really remember what they were talking about.

I then arrived at the hospital feeling fine, as if nothing had happened. But they still kept me there until 3:30am.

I AM REALLY SORRY FOR THE PEOPLE ON BLUELIGHT, THE LAST THING I WANTED WAS FOR MXE TO GET ANY KIND OF ATTENTION. I even said to the policeman, don't let anyone from the Daily Mail find out. LOL

Anyway I am a complete idiot for doing this. At least I'll know now not to ever have MXE with alcohol in a club environment.

I've been taking MXE on and off for a year in the comfort of my own home and 99% of the time I've had pleasurable experiences from it. At least I'll know now to never combine with so much alcohol or even go in a club environment with it ever again.

My friend was fine though, he told me he enjoyed 30mg on its own.

Edit: I feel rather refreshed this morning though.

sorry to hear that mate, ive done some very similar things myself although mainly at house partys on alcohol and mephedrone, this stuff does not seem to mix with much apart from SMALL amounts of alcohol and it mixes beautifully with valium. i find MXE replicates other drugs anyway, no need to mix it. had a feeling from your posted when you said you were gonna do MXE in a club enviroment it would probably end up going quite wrong. this is a prime example of why combos are bad. glad your feeling better today. worst one ive done is loads of vodka + mephedrone + a stupidly big line of MXE at a party, seriously fucked me up for many hours, couldnt find my valium to knock me out, couldnt ask anybody to find it for me, thought i was gonna die over and OVER and over it was horrific, couldnt see, was on the floor fucked up for hours, people were gonna ring an ambulance but alot of them were fucked as well, one guy couldnt find his way out of a bath tub for 6 hours after hoofing up a line LOL. woke up still wonky, dehydrated and staggering around, staggered down the road in a cartoon land about to throw up every 2 minutes, took me days to get my vision back to normal. thank fuck im over that stupid self destructive part of my life


anyways, last night was good, a fullfilling experience, got a nice afterglow feeling very good, content, sharp, productive. deffnetely better than waking up with some shitty alcohol hangover which i was close to doing last night, as the pub was tempting. only down point is i took 30mg of valium instead of my usual 20, too much i dont like going over 20, getting drunk tonight could be abit dodgy as it'll still be in my system, dont wanna end up with blackouts and stuff. but fuck it, bit night on, im going. for some reason i find if i drink alcohol on an MXE afterglow i feel quite speedy
 
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I just feel really bad because I know a lot of people love MXE and Etizolam. The last thing I would want is any RC's getting a bad reputation. I'm sorry. I feel in a really refreshed mood this morning though.

I feel ashamed of myself. Now my friend will think I'm some reckless druggie. In fact I'm quite the opposite, I am proud to say that I'm very educated about drugs. I just mistreated the beautiful MXE by putting that nasty shit called alcohol with it. :(
 
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I guess that was a little much goth ey?
I don' even have any goth in me.
Just another weird night in Paris.

Fake Blood is NOT goth lol. wow. You kids need to learn ur house/electro....

listen to joe smooth or paradise i.n.c.

Fukkk Offf-No Love

that will get you bouncin
 
To the IDIOT who told the police what he took who cares. atleast you didnt say etizolam or you ARE A fucking idiot sorry.
 
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