I went up to 100mg over the course of 3 hours, insufflated in 25mg increments.
My take, although I have a bit of difficulty describing this one:
Doesn't really start to get interesting until 50mg is surpassed. 100mg to me is excessive. It seems that it is just a chase of something one will not find, which is a hole. HOWEVER, I did find that 100mg put me in a headspace not altogether dissimilar from dissociation. I had the makings of the typical thought processes without the depth, awe, and profundity of DXM, and without the sense of humor that ket has. It was very flat, cold, and clinical. No warmth or euphoria. I get more with DXM and ketamine. I find it VERY hard to believe that this substance has any action at the opioid receptors. The left-handed isomer of DXM (levomethorphan) is an opiate. Perhaps this is the sort of relation methoxetamine has to opiates? Just a thought.
Visuals?
MXE has the preconditions of CEVs for me. I closed my eyes and saw some nebulous prototypes of formations I would see while easing into a hole or dex space. However, it lacked the convincing, compelling quality and the tactile response. It was like a hint or a tease.
OEVs were more pronounced than those I get with ketamine and DXM, although I usually experience those with my eyes closed... There was a greater emphasis on mundane things like the texture of walls (which I experience with K and DXM as well) and some softness to my visuals, as well as changes in depth perception and just a general sense of, this is "off". The angle is not right, etc.
Unlike the spiral or vortex I hear some describe, my visuals/tactile experiences begun to take the quality of a pendulum or the pirate ship ride that one finds at a fair at the fifth hour. It gave me a dizzying feeling. It was interesting, though, and not uncomfortable. I heard this described by a friend of mine while he was on 4-MeO-PCP.
While talking to someone, I described MXE as a crudely mimicked tapdance on the threshold of dissociation. It is an almost-dissociation by the numbers, if you will. It's as if whoever first synthesized this tried his hardest to capture the magic of dissociation and fell very flat. A rough sketch of a masterpiece. Not to say that it doesn't have its place... I am in no rush to research this chemical again, but when I do, it will be with a dosage of about 75mg, insufflated at once.
The drip was like ket's although not quite as bad, but tastes similar. Nausea was experienced after insufflating past 75mg with food in the stomach, a result of swallowing the drip, a la ketamine, most likely). This morning I have woken up feeling more like I would after having done DXM, but without the bodyload (of some of the worst DXM trips) and the debilitating visual disturbance. My depth perception is still off. I feel a little drained, which is partially attributed to offsetting my sleep cycle drastically. I went to bed at 7am, 2 or so hours before the time I had been WAKING UP for the past two weeks. I woke up at around 1. However, it is a DXM-esque feeling of being drained, and of some fleeting cognitive impairment.
So the duration of this chem at that dosage is comparable to DXM much more than ket. As I said, I had strong visuals at the FIFTH hour. Strangely, prior to that, I got into bed and experienced a mix of sleeping, dreaming, blacking out, and infantile holing. I was told I was gone about an hour before I returned to the computer. I don't remember much of this time, but I remember having some brain activity in some spaces, and perhaps just lying in a void in others. This is not dissimilar to what I experience with DXM in the fourth plateau, or when dropping off from the third plateau into sleep. I normally don't get up after an hour, though, and find that the visual activity is still present. By the fifth hour, though, my thought processes were almost at baseline.
I think that's about everything. Got any questions? Shoot!
Yes, I went into the experience fully aware that a hole was unlikely and that it seemed comparable to low-dose ket. However, I'd also heard that a hole could be possible. I do not want to push any further if this is the case, because I am certain that I would be displeased with the travesty of holing it would probably produce. It sounds that I am not very fond of this chem, and that might be the case. It is a very painstaking, tiresome thing, but there is still a bit of intrigue. I also concede that it might be more enjoyable at a lower dose than 100mg.
