For the past year or 2, i have been tripping at least once a month, sometimes twice a month, sometimes once every 1.5 months, but usually once a month on mainly LSD and mushrooms, but sometimes DXM, Ketamine, 2Cx, MDx, etc. This is my therapy. I am spiritually changed and refreshed after a trip and remember what its all about. Tripping once a month is my therapy and it reminds me what its all about. Sometimes i get caught up in the rat race worrying about school and all this other bullshit like making money to pay the rent, etc etc and I start to lose sight of things. My once a month trip sets me on the right track and reminds me of whats important. It reminds be that its really all okay, no matter what. It reminds me that we are all part of the one universal consciousness and that I am everything and the universe is inside of me. "I am he who that was and who shall be"" It also reminds me that everything is right in front of me all along. Sometimes I find myself searching for somethign that is missing when I realize I had it all long. Also, they remind me of what it is to be alive. LIKE HOLY SHIT, I AM ALIVE, I AM APART OF THIS! WOW!. This always happens to me after a trip and it instills in me a vivaciousness for living like no other. This is my therapy and it has improved my life immensley.
sry for the rant lol