Youkai
Ex-Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 25, 2006
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I dont even know. some of my firends tell me its every three days or so, and some times I'll go wa week, some times I'll go on and off an entire week. I work days and nights, I trip inbetween which would be also days and nights. I work booth weekday and weekend. I some times work from the morning all the way into the next night. I realy have no idea but Id say its alot going by what Im told. but realy I live in my own world with my own time. and on my time its every time I get carried away with what I was brought up to view reality as, when my own thoughts start to doubt them selves, start to remeber it just as a drug experience. that when I have any erge, will desire. Iv passed down plenty of oppertunities but take/create alot in return. I dont know, honestly some people Iv known say its to much, but they always bring up the future, not that its effecting me dwn but latter on down the road. Iv been doing it "now" for awhile and noone can show me an obviouse "flaw" in who Iv become compared to the pre psychedelic me. I had my issues then , I have my issues now, but now I except them and confront them head on, but I'll admit some if not ALL are deemed"it doesnt matter". I still know why it matters to some, I remembr the game, but Im more or less just watching it be played. I dont realy need to play past surviving. call me wrong but Im happy as it is, I dont need tomorrow to bring me to today.
edit: my spelling has always been a problem BTW, and I realy dont care, I can get my message across most times and thats all that matters.
edit: my spelling has always been a problem BTW, and I realy dont care, I can get my message across most times and thats all that matters.