Im sorry you believe I am trolling, I have helped many in need, and I was in crisis. I admit i wasnt thinking for myself anymore. I finally got a night without more redosing, but i didnt sleep and was miserable all night. The next day I was so fucking depressed and I couldnt stay awake and HAD to. So i fucked up and dipped into MDPV, thinking it was meph. I dont know how much i took but must have been a 30mg line followed by a redose of 40. No longer was I facing angina, but I believe a heart attack. My left arm hurt, my chest hurts, and my jaw hurts. I cant go to the hospital cause ill go to jail. Early this morning i went to pharm to pick up my clonazepam and temazepam scripts and ate half of each almost to try to remedy myself as nothing else worked. Im spiraling out of control. And the pains keep comming back. I think I was better off on heroin when I was on it than these new Legal drugs. I swear im not trolling just calling out for help. Advice please. I cant handle any coffee or any more stims. I will s urely die. I have a full bottle of adderall 30mg ir's (60) which is scaring the fuck out of me as i feel im on a meth binge with tachycardia and heart disease. I think the shooting subutex is catcihng up too. What will taking asprin do? Thin my blood? ISnt that just for clots? Im sorry this is a potpuri but as you can hopefully understand Im in a bad way. And sir Im not stupid. It was my 30th birthday on saturday and after my 2nd methylone capsule (250mg methylone+50mgdmaa) a piece, that is where shit got crazy. I might be dead soon. I dont know how I survived this so far. Alot of deep breathing and trying to prevent panic attacks from causing a snowball effect. Please someone tell me if I am going to die from the mdpv. I will take whatever advice anyone throws at me. Just please, this is a real life, not a troll. There is family members who will be in dispair if i go.
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