I agree, I have seen amazing things happen with 5-MAPB. Long ago I met this kid, we were both young but I was his senior. I hate to say it, but I was like 18 or so at the time and I think he was 15, maybe 16, but we hit it off right away. He was already into drugs, he was one of my adderall sources, but there was this immediate connection with each other. Unfortunately since then his life has taken a real dark turn for the worse, but I wont mention that here. But we no longer talk because of it, we later fell into bad meth addiction together, but we were like fucking brothers. I miss him dearly but he has decided to take a different route in life than I care to be associated with. Anyways, when we met there was an immediate connection. For his age he was insanely intelligent, very funny, and we got along well. So one day my GF at the time and her family left on a trip to CA and I was watching the house, so I invite him and a mutual friend over to sample some 5-MAPB. They had never rolled but we weren't really excited about the prospect of dosing, we were just happy to be together. I can't remember how much it took, but it was enough. We had a grand fucking night, one that I hold close to my heart but that also tears me up in some ways. During the peak he opened up to us. He told us that he had been abused as a child. Repeatedly by a very close family member. Very severe sexual abuse at a very young age, like from 2 years old and it went on for a few years, and he was still living with the family member and had to keep going on like nothing had happened, because at 15 your powerless in those types of situations. He told us that this had been his month. He was planning on killing himself within the next few weeks because he didn't know how to handle the abuse, but through this experience, he feels that he can live again. After the roll we parted ways, they went home and I stayed at my GF's. The next day he comes back over and tells me that he confronted his mother and his dad, his dad being the one he thought responsible for the abuse. His parents clarified that it was actually his older brother who was the abuser, his older brother who had killed himself years ago because he hated himself for what he had done. I told him how proud I was of him for confronting the issue head on, and that I was very happy that he no longer had to live with his abuser. The kid is still alive, though unfortunately he has struggled on and off with meth addiction and has been in and out of prison. I imagine before too long he will be in prison for many many years.
That was the first time that I witnessed in person the power of empathogens. I had witnessed a life being saved. I had played an important role in saving that life. It was an amazing moment and it brings tears to my eyes thinking about it.
Anyways, I'm wondering G_Chem, what dosages do you typically go for when using both MDMA and 5-MAPB in the same night? Whats your dosing schedule? I'm hesitant to mix emp[athogens because one night my old GF and I got really reckless and mixed a decent amount of MDAI and 5-MAPB and she went through a horrid case of serotonin withdrawal and I felt so awful watching her go thru that knowing it was because I didn't do enough research