been on 6apb for 30h+ now, 5 pills (or was it 6.. unsure) in total spread over just started with 1 & 1/2 pill then halves every few hours or so, last halfpill about an hour ago now. first times i did 6apb anything more than 1 pill was too much and i had a bad time, tho then i had taken it a few days in a row then maybe that had something to do with it. anyway ive bn taking it weekly for 5-6 weeks lately now and upped dose to 1 & 1/2 then some more halves a bit in a few weeks ago and worked out raelly well now as it just made it stronger, so think ill stick to a minimum 1 & 1/2 pill starter dose and maybe another pill an hour or few in for my personal future tries.- but for newbs Id reccomend NOT do more than 1 pill in the start or redose, i had bad time every time i did that but as i said i had abused it too so maybe had somethign to do with the bad times.
also wait atleast 3hour++ for the effect, sometimes takes a really long (prolly especcialy after eating). now i hadnt eaten much (slices of bread ~hour before first dose) and think i was on it pretty good in less than an hour.
was hoping for some kewl stronger visuals as this got along but never got really that strong, dont think itd be good to take even more to try increase it, thikn id have explosive vomit as i had before on it and many hours bad time..so starting low. tho while leaning out the window for some icy air to calm nausea (that workd!) i had some times i started noticing some interesting ones,like the snow turned blue,and in-between a trees branches,like the lil piece of background that is seperated by the branches to the background,got into flakes of colors. some weird small things like that, psychedelic colors i think. seeing some weird stuff on my monitor and around now,walls and everything,atleast till i look directly at it.. -nothing i can focus on or overwhelming or anything so pretty minor things i think, mostly just colors in some areas i think. never got much stronger than this either with more doses since the first. mayb funny/interesting but nothing worthwhile. i think to get more id need to build a tolerance or something so i can take a much bigger starter dose? not sure if thatd work or even be a good idea to try..
think its a bit hard to think properly/focus n stuff now..but not too much more than after 2+ pills or so i think. pretty "cloudy", surely shouldnt operate heavy machinery or anything. stumbling a bit i think. the best feelings i think were over after 12h or so too. also after 2pill+ i cant orgasm anymore tho i usually love it on 6apb,well MAY but literally sat 6hour+ once trying to finish while becoming dehydrated, could barely get it going..difficult, not worth it then i think. also im not sure its related but this time when ive taken much more then ive done before ive got some extra sideeffects i havent had before tho i cant say for sure its related- a side of one of my eyes is really blod-shot, like almost all red. i see a similar pattern of veins in the other eye forming.. pretty red eyes overall, hopefully fixed after sleep. also my throat hurts a bit (-when swallowing) like when having a cold or something, but mayb ive gotten a cold now so mayb that.. besides a few apples and vitamin pill ive forced down ive had a few cups of coffee thats all. feeling pretty OK now but pretty fked and these visuals.. thinking of going to bed in a bit. overall i think its a waste to take any more than 2 pills except maybe one re-dose to make it last longer or something, much more and the nice parts wont be extended or anything enough to be worth it..just intoxicated,mindfuck and visual bits i think. bit disappointed about the visuals couldnt get stronger,expected it to be like mda as ive read would be much stronger. dont think ill do this with as much again so prolly seen the top of the little visuals there is to it.
btw im new to these drugs in general and never done mdma or mda before,mayb i said some stupid/obvious things or something sry, i dont post very often..just thought id throw this out there now.
also i think ive gotten some anxiety or something after starting these pills (many months ago now tho, explained more in another earlier post) that made my quit my bad toking habit cos it got so bad every time i toked (some kindof "breathign problem" among some other things.. just in my head tho, im pertty sure..hoping itll pass.), still bothered with that anxiety or whatever it is many times per day even when not drugged...hoping ill get over it some time somehow. few small things. cant say for sure its these pills that did it,but, im pretty sure.. mayb cos i unfortunately abused it a bit in the start with buncha days in a row till it whent bad.
have 4 pills left from a pack of 25 i bought in september thinking of making that 1 or 2 sessions in a week+ or so, now that i expect to manage and prefer more than 1 pill at once for my future tries. hopefully ill manage to stick doing what i was planning then- mostly just listening to music, cos dam time flies by on it.. suddenly like "wha,night already what happend! chatted,listened to music and nothing for that long..." and suddenly the best high is over and unachievable again and wasted, lol.. sux.
also.. i think my comedowns have gotten better/become nonexistant since the first times i did it when it was very appearent, think i had some minor hallucinations (maybe hppd?) for few days after abusing some days in a row, n some weird stuff (focusing on heartbeat etc..annoying). havent had any of that now. ive done a buncha weeks in a row now but kept a week in between now, and last period i took it was some months ago. and yes i know its reccomended atleast a month between and other safety measures, im stupid
so yeah hm..think that was all i had to throw out there abuot this right now mayb someone can find somethign useful tho it may be very subjective and ive written some stupid/obvious things or such (im newb to all this!),mayb ill add something more later, im still pretty fked atm but managing well nothign serious,checkin out dem colors and listening to some chill music for an hour or few before i think i goto bed maybe.
ps. i love this drug, hoping to stack up on it more soon. learning to use it and how etc. im hoping to be able to use soemthing like this every other month or so (proper use,not abuse) some time, maybe.
l8rs
