Survived Abortion, the scale read 0.18 including the gel cap. It seems we misread the scale and miscalculated our dose not having tried any other RC's and not having had experience with hallucinogens besides LSD some years ago. The gelcap and 8mg should have read 0.001(8) and not 0.018. The scale now obviosuly not being fine enough and the gelcap being 100mg and not 10mg as we thought.
Within 15-20 minute I was getting huge visuals with the brick pattern on my stoep giving the matinee performance. Touch seemed electrostatic and synaesthesia was also instant as well. My partner sensing that the trip was too big a deal for us locked us in the main suite of the house where I promptly passed out. She immediately started to vomit which I think helped with her dose, but as for me I had a few hours of a very scary and seemingly unconscious trip - everything slowed down and cartoon-ized and I was completely unaware of her or anything else in the room. My wife reports that my hands and legs were clawing and it looked as if I was having a fit with huge body spasms etc. When I came to after 8 hours I spent another 4 hours semi-conscious and hallucinating that I was at work. Also giving out orders etc. The trip had deluded me into believing I had accomplished all that was needed in life and that I was in for a lot of money. Hence me wanting my accountant on the phone etc. all at 2am. I had no clue what time it was. My wife gave me a few
Ativan tabs - I thought it was because I was grumpy - did not tie it in to the trip until I woke up after a 7 hour sleep again. It was then that I remembered the first 5 minutes of tripping and the dreamtime and semi-conscious episode.
Those first few minutes of the Moxy starting to work were great, but it very quickly got out of control. If it was not for the standby
Ativan, I think I would have been more traumatised even more. I am now considering trying again this weekend - 7 days later - and this time taking a very much divided dose. What do you think? Too soon? No other stuff in my life now anyway as MDMA was too exhausting in the end. I don't have any lasting or visible side-effects now from this trip besides the emotional shock . Remarkably I was physically fine the next day, save for some
tinitinitus which has gradually decreased in volume to almost nothing today.
body Load: first 5 minutes = I could handle next 8 hours - comatose - subsequent 4 hours - irritable and tired and hallucinating my environment.