I find 5-MeO-DMT to be very powerful but less menacing or chaotic than N,N - I've only tried significant doses insufflated and I've had experiences like instantly stepping through a portal into another dimension that is the exact same as this one, only everything is its heavenly destined place. There is a balance between a euphoric component and a dark void-ish component and I find there is a pure link to something ultimate and the last time it impressed me with harsh but matter-of-fact changes the 'god in me' wants me to make before addressing it again. As in: changes in bad habits, including drug use.
Also there were thoughts of the connection between the dharma and the point at which fundamental particles are destroyed and created again in a changed but completely balanced fashion, mediated by something most elusive.
I felt like standing at the precipice of potentially everything that may come into existence and on the other hand nothingness, the precipice being the source of existence.
5-MeO-DMT, like N,N makes me pray to whatever, such-ness. To things like particle physics and astrophysics that there is at least an appearance of grandness. Who will tell in what terms it exists or not or what mysticism is behind it (or in front of it), I just pray to a Descartian ground of being. Thankfulness for my life and a humbling to the world that is infinitely bigger than I am and will not be merciful to me in particular.
Psychedelics can be tools for psychological or spiritual progress, development or to resolve something and I value them as such. But there is little I hold in such high regard and respect as 5-MeO and N,N. To me they are sacred, I don't think they are a godlike thing themselves, I think they are the key to directly experience unity within yourself and within all. When that happens, I get a distinct religious feeling.
What also happened was I was lying on bed and tripping on all of this when at one point I assumed the position shown below, looked up (with my mindfold - a sort of meditation blindfold) on and opened my eyes for nothingness. And I envisioned an infinite row of myself standing besides myself, and every me opened their eyes as if they had never done so before. Not wide open like a speedfreak but truly awake.
This happened twice so far.
I love 5-MeO-DMT.