just wondering if any of you know of the dosage that can create euphoria (if there even is one) as well as disassocociation or do i need to be looking elsewhere for that effect?
thanks.
If you're looking for a substitute for MXE, this is not it. Although I much prefer this to MXE, but that might just be because i always seem to get much more dramatically negative and chaotic vibes from MXE's stimulation than rest of the population. I don't get anything 'positive' ever from it's DRI effects nor afterglow. Only stupor, hangover and psychosis instead.
If dissociative hole is a juice made from fresh fruits, then MXE is the blender and 4-MeO-PCP is the slower, softer and 'age-old-making-of-tradition-kinda-flawless' handmaking process which lets you see and feel just how many, in what fashion and exactly what kind of apples and oranges there are going into the mix.
It's now the morning after my first experience with 4-MeO-PCP and i gotta say this has, so far at least, been the gentliest and most lucid dissociative i've taken so far. That is not to say anything underminey about it's power which seems potentially very great.
Overall enjoyment wise it beats MXE in my case any time but it also actually gives more euphoria (sort of) during come-up also, although it feels very neutral compound otherwise. If i continue making comparisions of it to MXE, i'd say it feels like it's older and more mature cousin. It's very different from K also, but not any way lower in quality of the experience.
Yes, neutral is the right word to describe this substance. For example, you can
hear music better than sober but it doesn't really
sound better. It just is. Same goes for everything else with this and about it. Worked great (hmm sort of...) for videogaming too - i could focus and get absorbed better into the games, thus increasing the success rate but not necessarily the enjoyment of it. It puts me very gently into a completely tranquil mindstate which cannot be described in terms of whether it feels good or bad. The continuous unnecessary mind chatter makes way passively to a state of pure contentment. It sort of boosts and annihilates your ego at the same time.
I took 100 mg's first and 200 mg's few hours later. Both times by plugging. Effects were noticable within 15 minutes and lasted few hours with a nice lingering afterglow the next day. Absolutely no body load, no hangover, no mania/overstimulation nor anything else negative. Very useful for therapeutic purposes but not really a recreational substance at all, although i can already feel the same kind of 'song of Sirens' lull to this as MXE (or K) has. Not so strong though. Oh and i didn't have any motor problems on those dosages really at all.
I'm gonna take a 400 mg or so dose someday (probably meaning today, let's hope not) soon and write a proper trip report of it.
BTW: Is this good for watching movies? I have tried that with MXE countless times but really succeeded only once because of it's insane nature. I would love to be able to get totally immersed into the movie. The 'breakthrough immersion' happened on 40 mg's of MXE watching Oliver Stone's movie The Doors (Very

experience) and i've also had fun time watching various movies on comedown/low doses of DXM and K even if not totally immersed.