MGS- I'm still with FnB and Hugo on what a gem this is. I loved it from square one and still do. It isn't ketamine, but nothing is ketamine but ketamine. It is weird stuff, but does have a "window of transference" or whatever Jamshyd described it as. It works some subtle magic emotionally, and for me has some amazing insight and therapeutic potential. Not the euphoric push of MXE, but a lens through which to see things objectively. I don't seem to find it as wonky as others, and indeed at higher doses there is some real schizophreniform stuff going on....used with caution it is great. Takes a while to learn its language, that is certain. I wouldn't give up yet. You seemed to get strong effects from a small amount.....for me, there is an uncomfortable middle ground...low doses shine, high doses absolutely dazzle, but in between is just sort of uncomfortable and off putting..