hugo24 said:
With 25mg I then indeed fell in a hole-like trance filled with wild epiphanies and imaginations.Judged from the outside it certainly could qualify as psychotic-like.Perceived as highly spiritual revelations by me but there was a certain unease as I felt it REALLY challenged my mind (which does say something,spiritually I'm usually hardly being put on ice).
So be very careful with this compound,problem/reward also is that it reaches deep,very deep ground.For the non-tolerant user it is best to stick with the above given dosages.While I had many trips in these regions and should have been accustomed to its tune,the states it produced only a bit higher still caught me from the left-field.
I'm interested in hearing more about the visionary states if they're something you can articulate. I think it's important to mention that there are indications that my spiritual experience with it at 11 mg IM was totally in reaction to the mental reveries the film I was watching inspired. In other words, it was far more context-dependent than I normally think of dissociative "holes" as being. Between the "spastic fits of wholesome goodness," as I've called them, it just felt like a euphoric, moderately-psychedelic opiate--just really pleasant and mentally scintillating.
However, during the upswellings I did feel a sense of predestination to the events I was experiencing. I've felt a very similar effect from my IM mixes of ketamine and psilocin. Was there anything like that in your high dose 3-MeO-PCP trials?
My best guess is that it's the result of a de-synchronization of signal integration processes between two or more perceptual pathways. That is, for example, I might start feeling non-visual sensations in reaction to optical information from the environment before my brain assembles a consciously recognizable scene to correspond to those sensations, i.e. a spider could drop in front of me and I'd feel surprised, then see the spider, instead of seeing the spider and then feeling surprised. That way, I react to what I see before I recognize I'm seeing it, and it seems like I have a sense for events before they happen in time.
I've always felt a deep repugnance for the idea of predestination, so even the first time I was disbelieving, and the experience was sort of just bothersome and confusing for me. Still, as was true with the 3-MeO-PCP case, every time it's occurred the beauty of the other components of the drug experience--exquisite beauty, novel forms of perception--have far outshined any vexation it brings. A sense of predestination is often part of psychotic episodes. Combined with a manic and ambulatory dissociative "hole" experience I can imagine it having a powerful hold on behavior--even more so for those more open to the concept than I am. Should anyone start getting ideas during 3-MeO-PCP experiences about how things are "supposed to happen," remember, if you can, that it's been experienced before on this drug and it has better explanations.
) of their products so would PCC be a likely problem with 4-MeO-PCP?
