Good for you. You say dropping 90mcg LSD like as if it is some sort of dick sizing contest. I used to drop a ten strip of 100ug+ blotters every single day for months while living with the hippies up north. I have experience with every possible combination of MDxx, 2c-x, dissociative, cannabis, benzo possible. See how that sounds? It's nothing to brag about and just telling you in advance it will not help you find a girlfriend. Girls hate this type of self-serving behavior not to mention any decent girl, especially one in recovery or otherwise, wouldn't take a second look at someone bragging about their drug experience unless they themselves are not in control of their own lives.
DCK gave you a stutter? I had a stutter and a speech impediment as a child, psychedelics cured it. Stimulant abuse and benzo withdrawal caused it to occur again, this time for a long period of time where it eventually went away as my anxiety curtailed. Is it a coincidence or cause and effect? Who knows. But you're putting the controls in someone elses hands when you haphazardly experiment with your mind like this. I might sound like an old timer but I am only 26.
Dissociatives, for all their merits and praise, cause a type of stimulation that is chased and abused. There's no looking past this. As I said, I am the biggest druggy, tripper that I know. All that dissociatives lead me to was increasingly ramped up stimulant usage and eventually to abuse opioids. It might not be the case for you, but never say never. It sounds like you're still in a good place to curtail all usage but won't do so until you are handed one of life's many heavy handed lessons. I wish you all the best.