Delsyd
Bluelight Crew
sometimes having to dose xanax to calm a trip has nothing to do with not having balls.
Show a little more love for you brothers...
Show a little more love for you brothers...
I enjoy visuals as much as the next guy. believe me this took me by surprise, and I have a fair experience with a variety of substances, including high dose LSD and mushrooms, and even a 60 mg 2C-I experiment. I was not prepared for this. I couldn't shake the thought that somehow I was having an unpredictable reaction to an as of yet relatively untested research chem. I think this is a legitimate concern. 'balls' here is beside the point imo.
I don't have qualms about keeping xanax at hand. I'm glad others don't need it, but I know myself and I'm not ashamed to use it now and then. I know the dangers of benzos as well, having had a severe dependency on them. I have concurred that, know my body, and know my limits.
Happy tripping friends.
^ I wouldn't be so quick to dismiss his experience...
Here the illustrious nanobrain reports of an unexpectedly intense and anxious reaction to just 24 mg of 2C-C:
http://www.erowid.org/experiences/exp.php?ID=44136
I was only jokin bro
But if it makes you feel better, lots of people have taken doses 60-150 mgs of 2c-c many times and have been fine. There's very few accounts of anything bad happening from 2c-c. And as it is labeled a "research chemical", it has been around for a mighty long time. This level of anxiety from experiencing extreme intensity and visuals, so much that you had to take a xanax, is most likely due to taking benzos in the first place. It would be cool, but no, you don't know your own mind if you have to use benzos in any way other than while you're having a seizure. You know how to hide from your mind, but not how to deal with it. That panic sounds a lot like benzo panic. It really doesn't matter if you use them once a day or once a week, the rebound anxiety is guaranteed to pop up, especially when your using a psychedelic, which is increasing the activity in your brain. Being in any way dependent to stop your issues by turning off your brain with benzos has an output that hinders you spiritually, emotionally, pychologically, and philosophically, which then piles up and impacts you in a number of ways..
How do you view your experience differently than your high dose lsd trip? It seems like you just wigged yourself out this time dude. Don't worry about it too much. Try not having the benzos there and just deal with shit. They could be clouding your perception enough to not allow you to receive the full benefit of an experience..
I don't know if there is any medical basis to claim that rebound anxiety can occur with occasional low dose benzo use, psychedelics or no. Believe me, I know what rebound anxiety feels like, and this was not it. You need to be at a fairly significant dose for an extended period of time to reach this state. I am not even close to that; due to my history I am hyper-aware it it's becoming a problem. I am mindful of the potential for benzos becoming a crutch, or a hindrance to my growth. I view them as a tool, one of many, and am experienced enough to not let them be the master of me.
I admit I still haven't figured everything out, but I have grown a lot in the last few years. I gave up pot (probably the biggest thing holding me back from dealing with anxiety), and have started to study yoga and meditation. I just recently started tripping again, which may or may not be a good idea, but it's another part of my journey, we'll see where it leads me.
Is it advisable to start with 30mg of 2c-c? orally that is
I have experience with 2c-i/e about 3 or 4 times each, as well as a handful of mushroom and lsd trips. I know taking something that you haven't taken before is in no way 'advisable', but this chem seems so soft and easygoing that I'd rather jump into a moderate dose rather than have a lackluster experience.