mental over-dose
After much research on others' experiences, I decided to start at 26 mg oral. No negative physical symptoms after 1 hour, with the exception of come subtle nausea about 30 minutes after ingestoin, but I felt almost nothing in terms of psychedelic effects. So I dosed another 18 mg. Roughly 40 minutes later, I started to get visuals, and felt a very gentle mental trip.
Visuals included a lot of subtle morphing, sort of a "swimming" of images on my monitor. Shadows and light sources had a "jpeg" type of compression effect around them. Colors started to form pattern on my ceiling, and CEV's included another "compression" effect, as if patterns were being viewed very close to a CRT monitor, and were separated into lines of resolution. Everything was sort of "mushy", the only word that came to mind I made up on the spot: "splunderful". Of course lots of trails as well. I did not get any really clearly defined patterns, or CEV's as I sometimes get with tryptamines, it was all rather abstract. None of the "sparkle" that others have described either.
As everything was still very gentle, I said fuck it, and dosed another 18 mg. Now I'm up to 62 mg, and still enjoying the gentle waves. 30 minutes later, visuals started going into high gear, as in I was having trouble seeing objects in front of me, everything was swimming and morphing, and colors, predominately orange and purple, formed patterns on everything I looked at. I started getting restless, and waves of panic set in. I tested the batch before I dosed by dissolving 1mg in 10 ml of water, and slowly sipping over several hours to make sure i didn't have an idiosyncratic reaction, or it wasn't miss-labeled or a botched synth, but I was so overwhelmed that even this did not reassure me. I started pacing back and forth around my house, almost tripping over things several times since it was difficult to see. I kept checking my pulse, and it was relatively normal considering how anxious I was. No further nausea, or other negative physical symptoms either, but the panic would not subside. I kept thinking "oh fuck, what have I done to myself, another dead tripper will end up on the news, and fuck up the RC market for everyone...what will my family and boss think?" etc, etc).
I finally resorted to some xanax, and about an hour and a half later finally calmed down. The visuals subsided, and I was back to the gentle trip that I had started with. I finally went to bed at 3:30am, still tripping since my initial does at 6:45 pm, but the benzos had the better of me.
edit: I awoke with a mild headache, which is unusual for me. This lends to the theory that there is some toxicity here. None of the vascular throbbing as glogga suffered, but worth noting nonetheless. As gentle as it seems, it can hardly be assumed to be a benign material.
Now I'm a fairly experienced tripper, but this really caught me by surprise. I couldn't believe how visual it was, and I usually don't get very much in the way of visuals on anything (also why I thought it may have been miss-labeled as something else). I would advise anyone to tread with caution on this one, and wait at least 2 hours until you know how your dose will affect you.