Ok so I am going to attempt to formulate my thoughts on this stuff.
I have not tried MXE, but for years, I have basically imagined it being exactly like what MXPr feels like. I know that's impossible, but having tried ketamine, 2F-DCK, DXM, 3-Ho-PCP, 3-MeO-PCP, I have kind of a good idea of what it might feel like, and MXPr seems to be very close to that idea of mine.
I have only used it orally because it seems super caustic and bad on the kidneys/liver. I don't trust it enough to put it up my nose yet.
50mg gives one that nice, warm blanket that I have always imagined MXE to feel like. 70mg it starts to get quite disorienting; you'd better go lay down in a dark room with some headphones. Re-doses of 20-40mg will out you further into this warmth, this tranquil, beautiful warmth. You can definitely hole if you do these doses within one hour of one another, and I think that's the best way to use this substance (more on that later--the 113mg I took all at once was way too overwhelming, which I'll describe below).
HOLING
I have holed twice on this substance. The first time, it was my first time with the stuff, and it was like this: 20mg oral. A slight dissociation crept in, still functional and mobile. t+30min another 40mg. Starting to become very tranquilized and ready to lay down, which I did. But if I am going to be immobile, then I may as well top it off with another 60mg (t+1hr). At this point I began folding in on myself and entered my very first M-hole, which I feel is a blend between a 3rd plat DXM trip and a K-hole. It is more surreal and dream-like than ketamine, but more light and airy than a DXM hole. I felt the urge to listen to Death Grips because this hole was one where I was still quite aware of my body. I do believe this counts as a hole, because my entire exterior surroundings morphed into amber walls/spaces/voids of which I was a part of and manifesting into, even if I was still aware of being connected to my body. Nonetheless, the music choice became overwhelming and made me feel retarded, so I opted for Loscil, my go-to for holing. This resulted in an incredibly peaceful, warm, (yet empty), hole. My hands became my feet and vice versa. My head was nonexistent and my bed was indistinguishable from myself. It was really amazing and I felt like I hacked into my inner mind where anything goes and all is welcome. There was only one other experience like this, and it was a 500mg DXM trip (I am especially susceptible to DXM for some reason), which was a high 3rd/low 4th plateau trip for me. Utterly euphoric in the sense that you feel like you have become a computer that is operating at top speed. This was an amazing experience, and I am so grateful to have had it.
I had another experience where I went through 125mg over 3 hours. There was no hole but it was nice and relaxing.
NOW FOR THE BIG ONE
I ingested 113mg of this substance on a mostly empty stomach around 6:30pm (pitch dark outside by this time where I am). I again felt myself folding in on myself. It is not like Ketamine where you are watching these walls/spaces/voids pass you by; on MXPr you actually become these voids themselves. My day was flashing before my eyes and it felt like a dream, like I had not really been there at all and that the experience I was in at the moment had actually come before my day itself, like I had been holing all day long, even at work. It was the most bizzare experience any drug has ever given to me. I truly felt like my life had been played in reverse and that the MXPr was playing it back in slow-mo or something, but this time I was under the influence of the drug. I could vividly see moments of my day that had happened only 3-4 hours before. This soon collapsed on itself and thoughts such as "i took too much" and "this might be it, I might die tonight" were creeping in. But I am quite good at pushing them away, and it only lasted for a short while. For the next hour and a half, I enjoyed falling around in my bed/blanket with my loose and flexible headphones on, experiencing beautiful walls of amber shades and growing/morphing geometric sjapes that became my entire field of vision. My mouth felt very far away; this was probably the least comfortable aspect of the trip, yet nonetheless it was enjoyable in its own bizarre way. Compared to a K-hole, the voids/spaces felt a lot emptier yet also more sprawling and vast. If ketamine is an ocean, then MXPr is a desert. And it is not a terrible place to be. I really loved it.
The after effects are pretty amazing, and mimic the "plateaus" of DXM. After about 2 hours past ingestion, I was able to walk and move around again very well, though my vision was lagging by nearly a full second. We're all familiar with this, but this was the most intense instance that I have experienced.
Anyway, I'm coming down off 12mg of 3-HO-PCP right now, so I'm sorry if this post is a bit rambling. Please reply to this post with any questions you might have, I would love to discuss this fascinating chemical with anyone. I feel like if there was any drug that the government should be seriously considering studying, this is the one. We've only scratched the tip of the iceberg; there is definitely more underneath (not that I recommend exceeding 100mg in one go; I think that is the perfect oral hole dose, but I'd simply love more reports on that specific method of ingestion).
Cheers
loodovikk