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it's not even advanced chemistry on synthesis or anything, just relatively basic exam paper on esters and aromatic compounds, i've emailed my chem tutor to see what she says =D
 
I'm curious as to what your teacher is gonna say haha.

I gotta catch up on my pain journal. I slacked yesterday and I'm awful once I fall behind...
 
Hola :)

Fixed the inbox - didn't realize I got up to 100 already. damn. awaiting pm :D

Just caught up in my journal as well. Really wishing I had a little oxy, but I need to NOT spend the money on it. Sucks more so though because I can't use the maint. drugs either because they'll prevent the trams from doing anything at all. 5 more weeks until I see my doc again too..
 
Wow.. Your about to go for a ride yourself... How long we're u taking them? Do you think you will suffer a significant withdrawal?
 
Ahh I've been on the ride.. October-ish I made the decision to get back on oxycodone, and have been on and off (off being using subs... not really off...) since. I haven't taken subs in a couple of weeks, but i have been taking / doing low-dose (7.5-15mg) oxy nearly every day.

Definitely have been dealing with WD symptoms... I'm already in rough enough shape during the winter so it's just made worse by trying to come off opiates. Cold sweats and being super cold all the time are a problem anyway, throw some extras from WD'ing in the mix.. ugh... The Tramadol helps a lot though, definitely. Not 100% control of my pain, but like 75-80%. Good enough to not hate life constantly..
 
That's good. To not hate life lol

7.5 is still hell to get off of. I did it with tramadol before and it did help.. I then got addicted to my tramadol because I didn't want to suffer brain zaps. Hate those.....

Well just realized 2mg is not doing shit.. I refuse to take more... My body better listen to me :)

Glad you are giving yourself a break from OC...last summer I was trying to stop OC abuse and went to Louisiana and low and behold my new neighbor while I was there had some.... Bad choices were made.... I had to come home from vacation to sit in w d from a week... Not fun.
 
Yeah haha, I'm mildly bi-polar and have a few sorts of depression to deal with (fun, fun...) so for me opiates are my blanket of comfort. And winter's cold, blankets are a must. ;) I do better once the weather gets warmer. More apt to go eat a bunch of LSD and walk around in the woods than sit inside and be high / fuzzy from pills.

I try to give myself a break, but I still find myself on my phone looking for some... Perhaps it's a good thing that no one is answering..

I need to move out of here as well. Just kinda stuck due to $, and I'm really attached to my friends. I doubt I'd go out and do anything in a new area if I didn't already know someone...

Well, I probably would - need to establish some new connections. I can deal w/o most pills and drugs, but I'm not missing out on LSD because of my location.
 
Hola aveo. Sorry for leaving ya hanging on AIM last night, I forget what I trailed off doing.. xbox perhaps, idk. LOL whatever.

Other than the lack of sleep, how goes it?
 
Pretty good, pretty good. You're on xbox now? I'll hop on for a bit! Can't be on the computer and xbox though - laptop broke in the fall and no $$ for a replacement as of yet.

Cheers, see ya soon!

BTW - Kayla - go kick your brother off if he's still hogging the xbox :p
 
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