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hahaha yahhh...

whats good aveo and highhooked?? how have y'all been??

thanks again for all your concerns

another day of sobriety under my belt

mirtazapine, nicotine, and caffeine for me today...i do feel really triggered reading how everyone is using and im sobberr bob.. i need to get off this site for now and go do some other shit... cya latur :)
 
I'm trying to kill my nerve pain with gabapentin.

I'm RX'd 1200mg a day for bi-polar mood stabillisation, however i'm hoping it can help my neck today.
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
Don't mix Ritalin and dextroamphetamine/Dexedrine or Ritalin and Vyvanse.

I would take them each on their own, although IR Dexedrine can certainly be mixed with Vyvanse (assuming you're keeping your dosages low) since Vyvanse is just a pro-drug for dextroamphetamine anyway.
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What is bad about combining IR ritalin and ER dexedrine ??
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
I haven't had a proper Guinness in a while...

If only I wasn't in class....
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I was able to drink in class last year since my professor was like 90 years old. I would drink some alcohol/energy drinks since they look like normal fruit drinks or whatever, so he never noticed or said anything.
 
what's going on, Barely Defensible Drunks?

I'm in the microbrew capital of America so all of you should get jealous... although I'm drinking a Hamm's right now since I'm broke ;)
 
NeighborhoodThreat said:
No tramadol eh?

Did you taper down man?
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I'm certainly gonna have to. I'm depressed ON the medication. I tried coming off to eat some LSD for Rusko a few weeks back, but day 2 of CT and I was having the worst brain zaps / suicidal thoughts & had woken up ~4am to vomit like crazy and my face was buzzing like idk what - was crazy. I don't like this shit at all, but it's all I really have...

Mugs - whatcha mean by "infracted"? I think you should be in the nudie thread or something? :p
 
I'm glad everyone knew what I meant by "edginess" it occurs to me now that's a pretty vague term
 
Escapedysphoria said:
laC, you find mirtazapine relaxing or are you taking it by prescription?

Guess it's all subs n benzos for me from now on, and hopefully psychs still too. Is there anyway to trip off lucy while on bupe maintenance?
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NeighborhoodThreat said:
Nice pic CI!

Brain zaps eh? How much Xanax are you detoxing off?
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Chemically Insane said:
The "brain zaps" faded away over a few weeks after I quit... it sucks huh... feels like a high amperage low voltage shock right in the base of your skull and makes your whold body so this twitch/tick thing... usually happens when your trying to relax...
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Thanks for the replys :)

I am definetly not used to all these intense feelings. Its as if i have numbed myself so long my body doesnt know how to react to any of mu surroundings. I jump and my "body" freaks out and jumps and i get that flash of electricity feeling and i just sit there stunned. Def not good feelings.

I have been on about 6mg a day. And now cold turkey.. Missed appointment. List of reasons really.... I have been through this before and just glad i do not get seizures ya know...

So whats everyone getting into tonigh,?

I just ate. I have been trying to not jump as if im being chased by a killer and trying to learn all these new found feelings :) its been a wake up call really. I used to think i was so good at controlling my emotions, buy now i know it was just the xanax that kept me in control lol :)
 
Wow... this fucking "doctor" won't prescribe me any buprenorphine because I've been prescribed benzos years for about a year and half (1.5 clonazepam, 1 mg xanax xr, currently only 10mg diazepam) due to an addiction to high dosage opioids. He said I have a week to withdrawal from 10mg of Valium or I won't get prescribed any buprenorphine.

Phuuuc, that's would happen when I wanna help myself and steer away from Heroin, Opana, and Roxi's...
 
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I'm still tripping a lil and drinking alcoholic ginger beer while my mate snores on my sofabed haha...

Has been a fun evening. Mescaline ftmfw <3
 
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