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Tripman said:
tl;dr version:

OD - Parental discovery - Rehab - Carrying his own poop in the bush - Showering not permitted.
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lololololol exactly!

NeighborhoodThreat said:
^this

Hi laCster!

Don't almost die / disappear on us again!

That's an order!

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<3 <3 <3

i wont, i feel alot happier on the inside now and dont need drugs to make me happopy anymore :)
 
Hey man, we've reached the same point.

I barely use anything these days.

I mean I smoke weed almost every day. But i'm happy even when I dont have any.

I pounded through 2 grams of MXE in a week a few weeks back and it was pretty meh.

For the time being weed is my one and only :D.
 
werd man =D

im kind of in a similar situation, i havent been using drugs much these last 6 months. it shows, im looking better, feeling better, less anxiety and way more confident in general

but i still wanna get high :p fuck being poor

PS. fuck yeah modpower. someone post some non-spoilered naked grannies so i can infract you
 
woah wtf!!! naon a moddd!!! grats man!! maybe i could apply to be one soon ;)

Tripman said:
Hey man, we've reached the same point.

I barely use anything these days.

I mean I smoke weed almost every day. But i'm happy even when I dont have any.

I pounded through 2 grams of MXE in a week a few weeks back and it was pretty meh.

For the time being weed is my one and only :D.
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thats good to hear aswell!! i am glad you are staying away from those fucking addicting opiates and im glad you are doing well and happy :)

iam pretty sure i will start smoking weed again, but today is the last time i will opaites in a loonnnng time hopefully!!

the mxe will be nice though, maybe it wont even be worth it...it just doesnt show up on drug tests soo thats why i want some...maybe ill go with some bomb LSD instead :D



NeighborhoodThreat said:
That's good to hear man!

(And yes the Tagamet should still work ;))
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thank you!!!! i hope you have been happy and successful in school the past months aswell :))

thAnk you aswell for answering my question! hahaha :D


i want to go out and do all the things i was being held back with drugs: travel, exercise, spend more time with my family and friends, and do other hobbies i enjoy such as guitar!!! i expect a bright future for me :)

it was really nice to speak to you all again :) i was thinking aobut bluelight soo much and missed all of the good times we have shared :D


my parents want to tak e me out to dinner tonight to celebrate my sobriety, i will DEFINITELY be back on latur!! so you guiZe better be back :D

i waant to hear all the funny stories, and everything you all hav to say, because in my eyes you are all good friends and i care about yalll! stay safe, ill be back in a couple hours, but i can't wait for some meat!!! im definitely getting a greasy hamburger...omg my mouth is watering!!!

... dont go dissapearing on me ;)!!! take care everyone
 
laC, sounds like you've been through a lot and you should be very proud to have come out the other end like you have. Good fucking work! And of course we missed you and were concerned, you are one of us now! :) <3

I wish I could come up with some funny stories from when you've been absent but typing's not the easiest right now, let alone thinking.. if you are bored one day, re-read the previous social threads ;)

Mmm dinner, going anywhere nice? I have a pizza cooking but can't stop eating maoam, hehe...
 
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This one is getting pretty long actually, just noticed..

Must be our sparkling personalities and dazzling wit :D
 
Yay! laC is back!!

Also, thank y'all for the mod-ship. :D Very excited about this. Been working on the car all day pretty much.

Sidenote: oxy dealers are fucksticks. whatever. :\
 
Yay, lac, so glad you are back! Man, we were really worried about you. It is great that you are ok, and are on a good path it seems....that wilderness thing sounds intense as hell, I can't imagine no showers for that long, could you bathe in streams or rivers? You just made my day, so glad you are alright!
 
how do they keep track of you when your camping out in the woods for months straight? I know id have just taken off on my own and ditched them.... glad you didn't tho and are in a better place now and not dead :)
 
Yay for laC not being dead! :D

How's it going BDD? I'm drinking alcoholic ginger beer and contemplating cleaning, hehe...
 
So pissed I ate like 8mgs of alprazolam and 2mg of clonazepam because I got myself caught in a very heavy lsd trip. My body was spasming like crazy, words were turning into random symbols, and the visuals were beyond words. Obviously this sheet of lucy is much more potent then the previous and I was over-confident in dropping it without testing the waters. I aborted it with 60mg of mirtazapine eventually and I guess ate all my benzos, so I'm pissed. I should've rode out my trip, it would've been beautiful, spiritual and terrifying at the same time...

Going to see the sub doctor today and I have to drop (took some big shots of diesel yesterday and it was orgasmic)... I'm gonna miss opioids, it's like saying goodbye to a gf you loved so much, but argued with all the time (withdrawals and financial issues). I know it's for the better, but I'm still gonna miss the fuck outta my opis :(

What's fun to combine with bupe guize?!

Good to hear from you laC, I'm on path to getting clean from opis it sucks, but it's great at the same damn time.
 
effie said:
laC, sounds like you've been through a lot and you should be very proud to have come out the other end like you have. Good fucking work! And of course we missed you and were concerned, you are one of us now! :) <3

I wish I could come up with some funny stories from when you've been absent but typing's not the easiest right now, let alone thinking.. if you are bored one day, re-read the previous social threads ;)

Mmm dinner, going anywhere nice? I have a pizza cooking but can't stop eating maoam, hehe...
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i had the best cheeseburger and fries in my life <3

sorry for not coming back last night, i spent some time with the family instead

just coffee, ciggs, and mirtazapine for me this mornin' :)

Pjkt2501 said:
Yay! laC is back!!

Also, thank y'all for the mod-ship. :D Very excited about this. Been working on the car all day pretty much.

Sidenote: oxy dealers are fucksticks. whatever. :\
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^ agreed, i hated being so fucking anxious waiting for my roxi dealer to call me back, so glad that's over with

Beachcat said:
Yay, lac, so glad you are back! Man, we were really worried about you. It is great that you are ok, and are on a good path it seems....that wilderness thing sounds intense as hell, I can't imagine no showers for that long, could you bathe in streams or rivers? You just made my day, so glad you are alright!
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hahaha thank you :D
yah it sucked hardcore when it rained and everything you owned got soaked, but when it was bright and sunny it wasnt too bad. but it was in the middle of winter!! screw taking river baths lolol ! sometimes the creeks/rivers froze over :p

Chemically Insane said:
how do they keep track of you when your camping out in the woods for months straight? I know id have just taken off on my own and ditched them.... glad you didn't tho and are in a better place now and not dead :)
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i was miles away from civilization lolol. if i ran off i would have surely been eaten by a bear or starved to death :/
t here was a base camp where all the logisitics happened and we got shipped food, ect..

Tripman said:
Clonazepam or xanax and bupe is fucking immaculate.

also a bit of dexamphetamine.
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you're making my mouth drool >< one of my favorite combos dklgjskldfljsdkf
 
Miles away from civilization would have been optimal for me.... I could live in the woods indefinately off what I could hunt and gather and I can navigate day or night with only a view of the sky and the approximate hour of the day...
 
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