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We got ways to let you talk! lol :D

Monkey says: eat less beans, for a better effect. Known causes lead to unknown effects, young padawan :red:
 
Doug, save them for if/when you run out of your tramadol.

I got maybe 1 hour of sleep last night due to withdrawals, and benzos woulda been nice. I've got some valium, but its such a low dose that I don't get much from it, and if I take extra of that I am really screwed since I really can't run out of that.
 
I'd just save 'em Doug. 6.5mg isn't enough to get anywhere with, imo. Even then I just get bad short term amnesia but still function perfectly fine (granted everyone is different, but from some of your posts I believe you're more tolerant than I to benzos).
 
Hybris said:
So apparently this is where the regulars hang out? Just wanted to say hello.. I've recently become obsessed with trolling this forum at all hours of the day due to my shift work and the spare time I encounter because of it. Nice to finally be in the company of others who share the same... "interests" and are extremely knowledgeable on said topics ;)
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Glad you found your way over here!!! :)

Also, @Doug, save them for either a shit day, or if u have to go thru w/d's and doctor wont help you out. Trust me, you will be much happier in the long run :)
 
ended up downing 3mg of clonazepam and then another 3.5 an hour later...I'll probably end up potentiating them with tramadol...
 
Hahah, you fit right in Doug ;)

"No, you should do it this way"

"Okay guys, went through w/ my original plan!" hahaha werd. :p
 
Moring everyone <3

Peace and love to te new comers :) nice to meet you hybris :)

Aveo- glad ur doing better.

Effie- ill message u in a sec.. What tine is it there?
 
Hey Kayla, it is currently 19:16 here.

Had a surprisingly productive day in the end, feeling better for it! Currently playing with my guitar and my dad's effects pedals and synths and pretending I know what I am doing :D (Well, I was, now I'm swinging by for mod-duties, you'd better all behave.. ;) )
 
Insomnia sucks. So tired, but can't sleep. I'm not going out looking for drugs, but if my friend comes over and hands me an opana, I am taking it. I really shouldn't though since it will just start the withdrawals over again two days later, but I don't really care. I will have a fresh diazepam script by then, so it won't be so bad. Ahhh, the mind of the addict. Always rationalizing things.
 
It's amazing the tricks our minds can play isn't it! Insomnia really sucks though, I feel your pain...

I wish my friends would come over and hand me Opanas hehe.. although not if I was trying to stay clean.
 
Sorry mate :( I know how that goes... I've finally gotten down to not really caring if I take any, but then again I can't afford to anyhow. Did have some oxy yesterday, but really just trying not to. The $ is needed elsewhere..
 
Sorry about tour insomnia effe and tom it does sick...

I am glad now its been two weeks since i have been off daily sub use an omg what a difference.

That stuff was like taking poison and not even knowing i feel alive again now....


So the other day i updated my phone since getting a new one i needed to get contacts back and guess what i get all old hook ups for everythin back and i sent out a mass valentines text to all and two have responded so far and they are def bad circle to be in.....

I changed my nimber toget away from the crowd but i guess that black clod really does follow us around....
 
So after a year of beig clean off hard core drugs i now accidently just was iffered Coke, molly, acid, hydro, somas and All in the past 24 hours since the contact update and the mass text omg..

fuuuuuuuuuuuck, i blame verizon for giving me and old back up instead of a more resent one shit....

Im holdin on by a thread....

Hey lou druuuuuugs :) lol
 
send some my way too
i'll make sure they're put to good use

hope everyone's feelin good tonight (or tomorrow since you live in the future, Trips)

had a shitty day at first - I second the post above about insomnia sucking.
insomnia definitely sucks - I think its the worst feeling in the world to lay there in bed and not be able to sleep.

Decided I need to start getting more exercise so I got back in a pool for the first time in 2 years (played water polo for 8 years) and it felt amazing
I'm hoping to set a schedule to try and go atleast 3 times a week while I get back in shape
 
Yeah the pool. It's free for me. I should go SWIMMING too more often, lol.
 
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