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Not too bad, just finished my steak, egg and chips. Was very tasty, steak was much tastier than it was yesterday when I cookd it.

Was goin to try and make a smoothie now, but I think it might be too late to be experimenting with the really loud smoothie maker.

Think I might venture outside too, gonna go for a little walk around the block in the evening, normally cheers me up some :)
 
I'm not effie, but I'm doing ok. Was nice to get outside in the dark and slightly cold and take a walk around for half hour or so to clear my head somewhat :\ Feel like I would need to walk a marathon to totally clear it. Was nice to get some fresh air and away from the world for a while though.
 
Yeah I understand that Mugz. Glad it helped a bit..

I'm okay Fyasko, thanks for asking :) not had the best day ever but I've got some cider and sweeties so it could be a lot worse, hehe :)
 
Since mugz seems down I think we should all do whatever we can to cheer him up! =D

I think a good start would be all of us sending him lots of naked pictures, who's with me??
 
You know what I cant figure out. I hate the fact the the DEA is locking up doctors because of the amount of meds they are prescribing. You dont see the government arresting Owners of sporting goods stores for selling guns & bullets because someone just shot another after the bought the gun at their store.

What about bars/restaurants that sell alcohol & then someone goes out & kills a family during a DUI, does the owner of the establishment selling that guy the alcohol get locked up? No, so why are doctors being locked up, its such B.S.
 
^ lots of restaurants, companies that own restaurants, bartenders and others have actually have been held financially and/or criminally liable for overserving someone who was killed or killed someone else.

I'm not justifying this as I agree with you but just pointing it out.
 
Oi, I've had a crap day too, what about my naked pics? ;)

TLB, I understand your sentiment. However I do think that irresponsible prescribing from people who are supposed to be helping others is not a good thing. Of cours locking up doctors is not a sensible way to deal with this (locking up people rarely is) but I do think doctors need to assume responsibility and make sure they prescribe wisely.. of course they can't be held responsible for how people use their drugs but in my eyes it is irresponsible to prescribe large amounts of addictive meds if there is no clinical need. That's what doctors go to med school to learn, and why they earn what they do - so they can take responsibility for their practice.. then again I can see all sides. And am too tired to think straight (or do the APAP research I promised, sorry Mugz/hydro) so am not gonna say anything else, haha. Plus I have huge envy for the range of pharms you guys can get so I've kinda shot myself in the foot with my argument ;)
 
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Hey Mugz :)) Hope things are looking up for you. ----- This may be kinda late, but if you're still about smoothies, I once put black cherry juice in with bananas, soy protein and yogurt and the whole thing tasted like chocolate. Maybe you would like that?? I did nothing for me - I heart vanilla.
 
^ I don't have a camera but I can certainly make sure you wake up with something in your inbox ;)


Now that mugz is gone, let's have some fun! What it do, BDD?
 
im doing alright! hows everyone else? im just coming down from some amphetamine use earlier today. i just started wondering something:

does anyone else ever get a guilty feeling during the comedown from amps? almost everytime i get all these thoughts of like im messing up my life, i should stop doing this, this is horrible i never want to do this again, ect. then of course like a day or two after i feel back to normal and get back to my life which im very happy with and all that. i was wondering is this just a simple mental matter? is it fixable by adjusting your mentality about it or is unavoidable due to the fact that your...well coming down lol.

anyone have any insight on this?
 
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olab7 said:
im doing alright! hows everyone else? im just coming down from some amphetamine use earlier today. i just started wondering something:

does anyone else ever get a guilty feeling during the comedown from amps? almost everytime i get all these thoughts of like im messing up my life, i should stop doing this, this is horrible i never want to do this again, ect. then of course like a day or two after i feel back to normal and get back to my life which im very happy with and all that. i was wondering is this just a simple mental matter? is it fixable by adjusting your mentality about it or is unavoidable due to the fact that your...well coming down lol.

anyone have any insight on this?
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I never felt guilty about using stims, I just hate the high coke gives me. I felt guilty jacking off during the comedown because I was so horny & my gf was either sleeping or at work. Im not the type of guy that tells his gf to wake up, I need to get laid. I hate masturbating, its stupid imo.......no offense to anyone that does it & I know everyone does it..........:p
 
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I never felt guilty about using stims, I just hate the high coke gives me. I felt guilty jacking off during the comedown because I was so horny & my gf was either sleeping or at work. Im not the type of guy that tells his gf to wake up, I need to get laid. I hate masturbating, its stupid imo.......no offense to anyone that does it & I know everyone does it..........:p
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ah well your lucky you dont get the guilt. maybe it is just mental.

"I felt guilty jacking off during the comedown"

haha yess i know how this is
 
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Now that mugz is gone, let's have some fun! What it do, BDD?
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Trying to say I'm no fun? :( :( ;)

Morning BDDers, how is everyone today? Just heading out to the doctors again, occupational health this time, so a report will get sent back to my manager. Hate occy health appointments.

On the plus side I am expecting some MXE today from the drug fairies so am looking forward to entertaining myself with that later on today :)
 
Starting the day off with 30mg of diazepam :)

I'm not usually a big benzo person, but I'm feeling pretty nice so far :D
 
MDPV and Alazopram

what would happen if i mixed MDPV with Alazopram

would anything good come of it?
 
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