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Xanax.. I need people's experiences

Hello everyone, I hope you won't find my post too pathetic but anyway.. I want to try drugs and that's even the reason why I'm in Bluelight.. But so far I haven't got any occasion to do any drug exepct weed, a LOT of weed, but that's it.
I just wanna try stronger stuff with hallucinations etc... Lately Ihave been thinking about "xanax" cause I heard it could give a nice high but I don't know if that's true and before I take it I just want to hear from people who already got high with that and I want the exact details, you know ?
Like how many time before you feel the effects, WHAT effects were they, is one pill enough ? And after how many time did the effects fade away. I don't wanna do anything stupid and I also need to choose the right moment, but I guess it could be interesting, wouldn't it ? I'm just not sure we really feel the right high
Thank you very much and I hope you will share with me what I need to know
 
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One xanax will be something to get a safe feel for the drug. Why so driven to get high?

Disinhibition, silliness, and an impaired ability to drive/operate machinery safely are stuff to watch out for.

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can't even remember when I went to sleep last night, last thing i remember is being in an mhole watching 24, now it is 6pm the next day and I am feeling like I haven't eaten or drank anything in a week. Need to get nourished and healthy again.

No more drugs for me this weekend, just wanna feel normal again for a while.

How is everyone in BDD land?
 
whats up BDD friends??? how was everyone father's day?? mine was alright i guess. first went to lunch with family which was awesome because i am so grateful to have them hahah well some of the people in my family i dont get alone with too well. then i went to go try and pick up some roxis before work, but that never happened. the dude said he would get back to me when the dude called him.

so i had to rush to work and thank god i made it in time. my time at work seemed to go by pretty fast but i got really fucking annoyed at some employees and made me really angry. so it would have been good except for the last hour. after going through all that bullshit i got a call from the dude. he said he could do it in a couple hours.

when i got home i got fucking interrogated by my parents which fucking suck. shit was real sketch. however, after waiting like 3 hours i called his ass after my confrontation with my folks and he was like ill drop it off because im on the way. so that shit happened and it went down alright. then i proceeded to pop:
800mgs tagamet + 2nyqui(gel caps) + 25mgs dph + 2 glasses of GFJ

after around 50 minutes, i consumed:
60mgs roxi + 1mg klonopin


haha i know this sounds like a blog diary but i felt this thread needed a bump!! (+ juan)
and im equally energized and euphoric; i feel like im being engulfed by an enormous extraterrestrial. i feel extremely extraordinary
 
argh comming down from adderall. not to bad but have that feeling of how can anything seem fun again after the fun on adderall? (the feeling i usually get when coming down from amps). dont want to do my normal hobbies tommarow, dont feel like doing anything. lol sorry not trying to be so dark hearted. just wondering if anyone else feels similar to this when coming down on amphetamines. (i think that answer it pretty obvious but it makes me feel better to read it =p)
 
Wow, lots of sleep this weekend. Sunday woke up at about 6pm then ate and watched a little bit of tv, must have been awake for about 4 or 5 hours max then I slept right through till this morning about 9.30am.

Feel much more human today though which is good :) Seems like the concussion has pretty much gone except for a small headache still and have had a nice bath and some food today so far.

Back to work tomorrow and I can't decide whether or not to spend the rest of the day being productive and feeling fresh and clean or to spend a few hours watching 24 and doing MXE, not got much MXE left and have eaten some food today so I think I might go for the drug option, will save the doing productive things until I have no other options.

How is BDD today?
 
^ glad to see your doing better. i had a concussion a few years ago. not fun stuff :p

im feeling better today. slightly un motivated to get some stuff done though
 
BDD is doing quite well, I slept for 13 or so hours and just now woke up, as the other night I only got about 4 hours of sleep. Lousy Dexedrine hanging around much longer than I wanted it to.

Got some stuff to do today, just going to have to resist the urge to take stimulants so I can get my sleep schedule back in order.
 
Take 1mg of xanax, it sounds small but trust me it's not

Personally I hate the Xanax high, I'm so incoherent and tired. I ALWAYS fall asleep and lose everything..in that order. However I hve some friends who love it, it's situational I guess

If I were you I wouldn't do it at all but if your set on it take it somewhere you don't have to worry about people bugging cause your high, on a day you don't have shit to do, with people who are responsible enough to take action if needed

But I agree with enki why so set on doing more drugs? TBH I wish I never started, once you get that monkey on your back it's really hard to shake him off
 
If weed is the only thing I've tried, xanax wouldn't be my first choice for a new drug.
Small amounts of xanax give a nice pleasurable feeling, but most people don't notice it fast enough so they take more. This leads to blackouts (especially combined with alcohol) where you do things you certainly will regret.
If you get your hands on some, take 1mg and not more. See how it makes you feel and decide if benzos are the type of drug for you.

Good luck, and not to be rude but you seem young, so tread carefully with pills. They seem innocent at first, but can lead to bad things in the future.
 
^^ this. the first time i got xanax i took 2 totem polls (4mgs) and blacked out after 1hour lol...
 
Xanax is a drug that needs much respect... I'd from experience advise against even going there. I started on small doses for anxiety years ago now and found its recreational purposes absolutly awesome, Now its 5 odd years on and ive got a 6-10 mg a day habbit. Shits as addicitive as smak Imo so if u do choose to use it, do it once and be satisfied with that experience. Getting off these things is hell and as i said they highly addictive. Be carefull broseph, dun let em get ahold of ya:|
 
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