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Hah I just spent a while looking too, no joy.

Anecdotal (personal) experience says it is higher than oral - wouldn't like to quantify that bit significantly so. Also hits harder and faster obv. The extended release ones have a weird waxy matrx tho, you need pretty warm water otherwise it just gels up.. and as for CWE, need to use minimum liquid possible, that's a lot of liquid to put up there! Haha.

Anyway, it works, enjoy. If you find the bioavailability let me know! :D
 
^Nice resource.

I also redirected all chatter and whatnot from the "which is the strongest opioid" thread into here. So opi-heads, your time is coming.

That being said, I love where this benzo discussion is going to...
 
I'm loving this thread in general :)

I made it to work this morning, I was pretty anxty when I arrived and it obviously showed as I was asked several times whether I was alright to actually be at work and was told that if I needed to I could go home if I started feeling really bad. I didn't take them up on the offer though as it is mega busy today. I did manage to blag myself an extra 15 minutes on my lunch break if I work 15 minutes extra at the end of the day though.
 
A friend gave me a couple klonopin last night. SO saving those for some sleeeeep tonight! I'm really 1-upping on on benzos this week. I haven't even seen any in months. Plus I have 5 10mg hydrocodone so today will be a good one I feel.

How's everyone else doing?
 
Yay for making it to work Mugzy <3 And yeah, I enjoy the benzo lovin' in here, because I'm a benzo lover too. I'm wide awake and sober, with a doctors appointment delayed due to said clinic doctor being out of town, gotta conserve the benzo stash and just take enough to keep off the intolerable anxiety/ benzo w/d at this point, blah. Thankfully, some awesome NYC bud can make up for it.

/I will now remove my stoner talk from the BDD social info booth and go back to my home forum to talk about how great weed is. :)
 
I know I have said that I hate Benzos many times, last night I took a few because I could not go to sleep for the life of me.

First: 60mg IR adderall chewed, 10 minutes
huge glass of grapefruit juice, 40 mg hydrocodone (4 big teaspoons of Tussionex and it has chlorpheniramine a antihistamine) and 400mg cimetidine , and then:

30 minutes later

I drank about 3 beers, 2mg alprazolam, 3 beers 2mg alprazolam, 4mg of xanax. I started smokin reefer after beer number 5 I think. Really good reefer. About a gram total.

I have changed my opinions on them to an extent. I thoroughly enjoyed it. I am thinking that the adderall helped counteract the drowsiness I always get with benzos. But that combo is very nice. (Oh and I took a few sips from the Tussionex throughout the evening.)

I get benzo hangovers (some like it, not to that point yet lol), but I think benzos are going to be put into the rotation for occasional use.

Maybe that cocktail I made did alot of it,

All you bluelighters made me say fuck it and try it again....

Thank you btw lol
 
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I've only got 21mg of xanax left and 70mg of diazepam :\ Going to try and cut down my use to either 1mg of xanax or 10mg of diazepam per day rather than taking quite a lot more. Will have some etizolam soon to help me until I am brave enough to go back to the doctor and get back onto my proper tapering schedule. I broke contact with my doctor a while ago, and she sent me a letter once she heard about my trip to the emergency room that was because of stim psychosis :\ saying that she wouldn't prescribe me benzos again until I came to see her.

Will have to go see her soon though, although part of me thinks it would just be easier for me to taper down by myself.
 
^I recommend seeing her and coming clean with her. Benzos are a tough addiction to break man, I'm addicted to my lorazepam, although it has saved my life when it comes to anxiety. Everybody I know says I'm better now that I've had it. It just sucks how addictive and more-ish benzos are. Still better than alcohol, however.

I'd say see her even if it just so you can get some more diazepam and keep your taper going that much longer so its that much easier for you. She won't maintain you on a constant dose?
 
Nah, it was a taper from the start, as the first time I went to see her was to admit that I had been using a ridicolous amount of powdered alprazolam daily and wanted to taper off with diazepam, so we had been tapering down forever. I actually want to be off them and want to taper too. Life is so much easier to handle when the anxiety isn't constantly present though.
She might keep me on a constant dose for a while before going back on the taper. I will go see her soon.
 
The Power of Placebo

OK - since this is pointless drug-related banter, I thought I'd post an amusing little anecdote that happened to me recently.

My boss is about 20 years my senior, and we get along really well. In fact, we carpool in to work every day. In the course of getting to know each other we have both divulged our penchants for certain drugs. My drug of choice is anything opiate-related - his is alcohol and anything benzo-related.

We have this little agreement in place where everytime he gets opies he kicks em in my direction, and whenever I get benzos I kick them in his direction.

Since he's been without benzos for awhile and his wife is giving him an ultimatum to either quit drinking alcohol or GTFO, I had pity on him and decided to help out the poor chap.

Last Friday I declared I had I little 'treat' for him. At the end of the day I dropped a 25mg doxylamine succinate tablet in his lap (they look IDENTICAL to Xanax). He filpped out and instantly started planning his weekend around when he would take it. Monday morning arrived and he thanked me profusely for the football I passed him last week.

Well, since then I decided to see how far I could take this naughty little prank. I have since given him two more “fake-footballs” and both times he has gobbled them down with relish, each time describing how well they have melted away his anxiety, and given him this wonderful sedating high.

Poor guy.

I wonder how long I’ll play this out…
 
Bluelight is the ultimate trigger-er-er...er...and its actually quite helpful and an amazing community as well.

So yes, the ultimate double-edged sword haha

at whipped:

dude, didn't you hear, doxylamine gets you FUCKED UP hahahaa
 
seems he would have probably just noticed the sedative effects and sometimes a bit of sedation helps with anxiety too.

wiki said:
One study found that doxylamine succinate was more effective than the barbiturate phenobarbital for use as a sedative.[2]
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Is a funny prank to play, but I have to add in the name of harm reduction that it is a dangerous one to play unless you knew for sure that he isn't allergic to the doxylamine.
 
^Truth, although it sounds that he's not allergic to it and is actually enjoying it.

Some people get great anxiety relief from the sedating antihistamines. I've had doctors recommend it to me before, not even kidding.
 
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