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The ANGRY thread v2

parttime crackhead said:
Aye, I keep doing daft things because I enjoy them. There's fuck all wrong with what I get up to in my opinion, other than the fact it kind of freaks my maw out a bit because she doesn't understand why I would want to do shit like that & I don't like doing that. She doesn't get it, fine, I'll do it when she's not around but that's not always possible.

I need to suss out a plan of action to GEEEETTAAAAEFUCK rather than outstay my welcome here any more. I'd only originally planned to move back for a few months, it's been fucking ages now.
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Aye, all totally understandable. You need to live how you want to and she does too, alas that cannae happen under the same roof.

Now I don't want you shouting me down here, just a wee suggestion to mull and it got wan o ma boys on the road. Bit like yourself he wasn't content to settle for the rat race call centre lifestyle, got a degree work in maccdees kinda thing for na life. Fuck that and too right.

He tried this -
http://www.wwoof.org/

And has been to some interesting places Italy, Poland and Netherlands which has led to a paid job out there and a house, social life, new mates etc. He's loving it. Travels all over, works for roof n food and then gets jobs inbetween to keep on with it.

Don't shout at me, its just an idea <3

Netherlands = you %)
 
kate said:
Aye, all totally understandable. You need to live how you want to and she does too, alas that cannae happen under the same roof.

Now I don't want you shouting me down here, just a wee suggestion to mull and it got wan o ma boys on the road. Bit like yourself he wasn't content to settle for the rat race call centre lifestyle, got a degree work in maccdees kinda thing for na life. Fuck that and too right.

He tried this -
http://www.wwoof.org/

And has been to some interesting places Italy, Poland and Netherlands which has led to a paid job out there and a house, social life, new mates etc. He's loving it. Travels all over, works for roof n food and then gets jobs inbetween to keep on with it.

Don't shout at me, its just an idea <3

Netherlands = you %)
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I think that's a top idea. I left school at 18 and got a shit job with an insurance company, hated it, was living with my parents, getting twatted whenever I could, pissing them off, pissing me off, hated my job.

My mum suggested TEFL to me. And I fucked off to Turkey when I was 19. Just what I needed.
 
I'm angry with myself for drinking last night. I shouldn't drink, I'm a fucking shit drunk. All my instincts these days are telling me to get so fucking high I can't think, and I'm fighting them with everything I have. Just not hard enough apparently. I don't want to feel like this any more :(
 
I'm angry that Charlie Clean has passed away and I never got the chance to meet him even though it seems he didn't live far from me.
Would have loved to have heard all his stories of what he got up to in his life.
 
I'm angry that I'm gonna have to spend 4 months in this fucking shithole of a 'home' this summer because my parents won't let me get a new place in London earlier than end of september. I just relapsed because of them and their bullshit and this poisonous environment and there's no fucking way I'm gonna be able to be around them for more than a couple days at a time anymore. And I'm now sitting in a park downstairs using some public wifi because they kicked me out on my last day here for fucking getting home late for lunch, with 3 suitcases, no money and having to get myself to a train station 2 hours away on my own.
 
Because they don't want to pay for somewhere else for me to stay. Maybe suspicions of drug use, I'm not sure. It's just so ridiculous because they don't get they're making everything worse. I mean I was just told to go fuck myself and that they were ashamed I was their daughter and I have no idea why. We just had an argument about me getting home late and not having done my packing yet and I'm told to fuck myself? Fuck them.
I hardly even feel better because the gear's so pointless here. Am a mess :(
 
Sounds awful... Things always get better so hold on to that. Just grit your teeth for the moment hun x
 
With the greatest of respect, your parents (certainly one of 'em anyway) sound like complete arseholes, Pagey :\

I can't really see any way out of it if they're paying your rent though. Can see why they don't want to shell out for six months rent they don't have to. Treating you like crap with it is not on though. Not even good for them cos surely it's better to keep relations civil if you've got to be around them all summer. Nose/face/spite and all that.

Minor positive being that at least Paris is nice and warm of a summer so I hear. More a pewter lining than a silver one admittedly. If any silver linings leap to mind I'll get back to you. Sounds like you might just have to lump it though. Or find plenty to keep you occupied over the summer. Gotta be some fun stuffs to be doing whilst stranded, no?
 
Props for making me laugh Shambles with that 'pewter lining'...it was pretty shit hahah. Still got a chuckle out of me.
My father's a complete arsehole and no need to add any respect to that. I don't know wtf got into my mom, she's not usually like this.
I might be able to stay with a friend over the summer...she said she'd ask her parents so fingers crossed. I have a couple other friends in Paris who live alone so I'll ask them...hopefully.
I'm sure I can manage to keep myself busy here but if I have to be around them I'm gonna go insane. My father's now blackmailing me with uni fees so there isn't really much I can do. Unless I somehow manage to find some super high-paying job in the next couple of days :\
Anyway thanks for the support.
 
Ahhh Pagey <3 That sounds hella rough.

Could you not get a full time job during the holidays and pay rent that way? That's what I did to be able to stay out of my parents reach. Granted that fuck all use if your parents are holding your fees over your head.

I still have occasional nightmares about being stuck at my parents with no place else to go - believe me I know how desperate and helpless it can make you feel. Just keep remembering that they won't have a hold over you forever. It sounds like if you play it their way you'll only have to spend the summer there -- which might feel like an eternity but it's not!

From what I know it sounds like you have good things in your future, just hold on hun <3
 
WithMyLife said:
Ahhh Pagey <3 That sounds hella rough.

Could you not get a full time job during the holidays and pay rent that way? That's what I did to be able to stay out of my parents reach. Granted that fuck all use if your parents are holding your fees over your head.

I still have occasional nightmares about being stuck at my parents with no place else to go - believe me I know how desperate and helpless it can make you feel. Just keep remembering that they won't have a hold over you forever. It sounds like if you play it their way you'll only have to spend the summer there -- which might feel like an eternity but it's not!

From what I know it sounds like you have good things in your future, just hold on hun <3
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Thank you <3
Yeah, I wanted to do that but the problem is any money I'm making is going into my uni fees and everyday living expenses because my parents insist I contribute to paying for them as much as possible...which is normal I guess, but it means that they scrutinise all the money I make and would never let me 'waste' it on my own place.
But yeah. Thanks. I got back to London (where I live on my own) a couple hours ago and now just feel like absolutely shit about the whole situation. They didn't even say goodbye to me. But anyway...my best friend said I could probably stay with her this summer at least. It's just been such a bad day. On top of which I feel horribly guilty because this sort of stuff never happens with my mom and she's a wonderful person and probably feels as bad as me right now so I'm feeling very undeserving of being alive.
Anyway, it'll get better I guess. Thanks :)
 
Pagey said:
Thank you <3
Yeah, I wanted to do that but the problem is any money I'm making is going into my uni fees and everyday living expenses because my parents insist I contribute to paying for them as much as possible...which is normal I guess, but it means that they scrutinise all the money I make and would never let me 'waste' it on my own place.
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Ahhh, I understand. That's not a nice situation to be in. Not everyone here will agree with me but I have personally found a good education to be a very very worthwhile thing to have. My personal life is a steaming pile of lonely turd, but my professional life is pretty good. That's probably not very reassuring, but in some ways it was all worth it in the end.

But yeah. Thanks. I got back to London (where I live on my own) a couple hours ago and now just feel like absolutely shit about the whole situation. They didn't even say goodbye to me. But anyway...my best friend said I could probably stay with her this summer at least. It's just been such a bad day. On top of which I feel horribly guilty because this sort of stuff never happens with my mom and she's a wonderful person and probably feels as bad as me right now so I'm feeling very undeserving of being alive.
Anyway, it'll get better I guess. Thanks :)
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Don't ever think such things!!! I know I don't know you, but still -- everyone bashes heads with family and loved ones, doesn't make us bad people, just makes us... people. <3
 
Fukin Wank

Just got a final demand for £30 . Council Tax . Pay in 7 days or get fined £55 wtf .

I payed the cunt's some already know they want more this must bev a fuk up.
This time last year i didn't pay any & i,m getting less money know .

Bastards they are in their fukin Ivory Towers with their fukin Eaton Educations , proper Cunts
 
brimz said:
I payed the cunt's some already know they want more this must bev a fuk up.
This time last year i didn't pay any & i,m getting less money know .

Bastards they are in their fukin Ivory Towers with their fukin Eaton Educations , proper Cunts
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They cut my council tax benefit those
Damn Torys.

Holding a door open for someone and they don't say thank you makes me mad.
Should have the the door go back in his face!!
 
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