• 🇬🇧󠁿 🇸🇪 🇿🇦 🇮🇪 🇬🇭 🇩🇪 🇪🇺
    European & African
    Drug Discussion


    Welcome Guest!
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
  • EADD Moderators: Pissed_and_messed | Shinji Ikari

The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

Status
Not open for further replies.
I just got the bus home from the pub and it went the whole route, must be only at certain times it stops mid route and not every bus after 6pm like I'd thought originally.
 
Can i be angry? Job centre wasted an entire day of my (admitedly plentiful) time by allowing me to fill in a job that no longer existed. I spent ages getting the application form just right as well. When i pointed this out to the lady responsible i did not get an apology, just recognition as to what had occured.

If she'd just apologised even once i'd have felt a lot better.
 
trust me mate good custom is hard to find these days i had a CPN that fucked up my script and i was calling her every single day up until the very last day when my script was due obviously freaking out thinking i wasnt going to get my meth so on that very last day i said i had been trying to get a hold of her for the entire week and she turned round and said no you havnt ,i was like eh yes i have i left several messages with your receptionist cos i was freaking out that i wouldnt get a new script in time and she was like no you havnt you never called us at all ,i was like WTF she was the one that fucked up the script and got it wrong , her receptionist was not passing on messages that i said was urgent and she had teh cheek to say i was being arrogant on the phone i couldnt believe what i was hearing ,i made a complaint and told the surgery about the entire thing,i dont think shes there any more as i know im not the first to complain about her

I really couldnt believe that day the way i was treated by her , someone that im sposed to be able to trust and rely on to get my script on time and properly , she fucks up and then starts saying im in the wrong ..yeah right bitch fuck you!

My mate had her too and said he got the same kind of treatment from her as me and complained , she was making him do a piss test every single week which NO other CPN's around here or Doctors do just her and gets beyond a joke after 2 and a halfmonths of weekly piss tests every single damn time showing absolutely no trust when they were coming back clean every time , he complained saying he felt she was perving on him and it was turning in to sexual harassment cos every time she would come in and watch ... she really was in the wrong job she doesnt know how to work with people trying to come off drugs she just likes to make you feel small and intimidated. As i say i have not seen her at my surgery again since i complained but if i do im going to ask what steps were taken after my complaint against her and that i know that im not the only person to complain about her more than several times and why she is still there because someone treating you the way she did making you feel so low and the things she made us do should not be working with people in recovery at all !
 
pissed right off that i didn't get anything to enjoy this weekend like i should have, so just got a jar of hash and a can of carling..fun times await :| at least i wont be coming down on monday :\ although i may eat an elephant...hmmm tempting...
 
pissed right off that i didn't get anything to enjoy this weekend like i should have, so just got a jar of hash and a can of carling..fun times await :| at least i wont be coming down on monday :\ although i may eat an elephant...hmmm tempting...

Hate when i speak to soon :D,
Got some codeine and ketamine to keep me occupied! :D
 
I got angry yesterday as I couldn't find my bike lock key and had to get to the doctors, so I had to steal my own bike, lucky I had a cheap bike lock, as I had to use a multi tool keyring I had which had a mini saw on it and hack into the thin wire lock until I had frayed enough of the metal wires to be able to start twisting and turning it until it eventually broke. It took me about 15-20 minutes to do this and funnily enough noone confronted me or even looked at me as though I was a criminal, someone came and locked their bike up right next to me as I was sawing through my bike lock, a couple of cars parked up near me and didn't batter an eyelid, also the people working in the offices on the ground floor right next to where my bike was parked could obviously see me but didn't do anything, well actually, pretty much all of them decided to close the blinds on their windows so they couldn't see me and I couldn't see them.

Was quite weird how noone reacted at all to what must have looked like a criminal trying to steal a bike, I was almost angry that noone did confront me, but was more angry that I was forced to steal my own bike because of my lack of organisational skills which led me to lose my key.
 
look at it this way ...you clearly needed a better bike lock, at least you stole it !
 
yeah, is annoying that I have to keep my bike in my room until I get a new lock, as there is not much space in my room. and having a bike in it just makes it seem all the more crappy.

I am also pretty angry at myself for being such an idiot last night, getting drunk by the river, then popping into a pub and having a pint of cider, then probably embarrasing myself by chatting to the manager of the pub about setting up a regular poker night there, with me running it, kind of like a little mini business, even though I have given up poker. I don't think he took me seriously though, as I wrote down a mini business plan on the back of a leaflet that was in his pub, and I was pretty drunk when I was talking to him. Then when I got back home I was a bit of a twat online, angry at myself for that too.

Angry in general about getting drunk last night and making a fool of myself.
 
Harsh.

My CPN has her own personal mobile that I call her on & she's a legend.

My new pharmacy pisses me off though.
They've wasted alot of my time and even fucked up my script before.

I had an amazing keyworker like that , i could call her when ever i wanted , she used to meet me at places like macdonalds and buy me burgers etc ,she was really good at her job and we both got on more like mates than anything i really miss having her as my key worker but she decided for a change and to try working the prisons as a key worker but she is always asking about me to the new key worker i have , on our very last meeting it went on for about 45mins past the actual meeting finish time coswe both didnt want to say goodbye but we gave each other a hug and i swear i felt like i lost someone very important in my life even though i got a new key worker but shes no where near like my last one .. i wish she would come back
 
Mugz, you don't even appear to have made a cunt of yourself, you got pissed and asked the pub manager if you could set up a poker night....worse things have been done when drunk. :D
 
lol, I guess so, I did make a cunt of myself a bit in EADD, all evidence has mysteriously disappeared though ;)

I was thinking more about the poker night idea though and actually think it could be a viable idea for a low overheads side money earner if I managed to get a few pubs up for it and they would all pay me a fixed price for the night and then I would organise and promote it.
 
Mugz, you don't even appear to have made a cunt of yourself, you got pissed and asked the pub manager if you could set up a poker night....worse things have been done when drunk. :D

I'd have traded all that for a drink or 3 last night =D and I fancy myself a bit at Hold'em
 
I've said and done much worse when pissed, I used to wake up every Saturday and Sunday morning when younger with this MASSIVE sinking feeling of dread at the things I'd done the night before.
 
I haven't had many of those sinking feelings on awakening for a good while, seems that when I get totally wankered these days I just don't remember any of it. Often have this niggling feeling at the back of my mind that I might have done something totally regretful and that can be quite scary but it never seems to come to anything. I usually tentatively send a few texts out to anyone I was with trying to get a picture of what might of happened without making it obvious I've got no fucking clue. Nothing amazingly bad has happened for a while.
 
The dreaded morning after feeling is all too familiar,yet apart from making a complete tit of yourself,9 out of ten times it aint that bad after making a few subtle enquiries.

My worst experience was in a pub slamming back diamond whites and i was told the following day that i stood on a barstool with my penis exposed,this was by the landlady at the time,all the more embarrasing due to the fact that i don't exactly have a porn star sized dick. Spit n' sawdust type pub,so no big deal.

Anyway tis angry thread so back to the monotonous shithole known as the workplace tomoz:X:X i'm fuming
 
I got angry yesterday as I couldn't find my bike lock key and had to get to the doctors, so I had to steal my own bike, lucky I had a cheap bike lock, as I had to use a multi tool keyring I had which had a mini saw on it and hack into the thin wire lock until I had frayed enough of the metal wires to be able to start twisting and turning it until it eventually broke. It took me about 15-20 minutes to do this and funnily enough noone confronted me or even looked at me as though I was a criminal, someone came and locked their bike up right next to me as I was sawing through my bike lock, a couple of cars parked up near me and didn't batter an eyelid, also the people working in the offices on the ground floor right next to where my bike was parked could obviously see me but didn't do anything, well actually, pretty much all of them decided to close the blinds on their windows so they couldn't see me and I couldn't see them.

Was quite weird how noone reacted at all to what must have looked like a criminal trying to steal a bike, I was almost angry that noone did confront me, but was more angry that I was forced to steal my own bike because of my lack of organisational skills which led me to lose my key.

The best place to steal a bike/car is from a busy street in broad daylight. No-one will say a word because there's other people there & they'll leave it to them to get involved, except everyone has the same mentality. If you were doing it in a quiet street & just one person saw you then they'd be more likely to say something.
 
Status
Not open for further replies.
Top