Guess noone has been angry since I couldn't find this thread until page 4 of EADD.
Really angry at the moment, one of my work colleagues who has been pestering to get in contact with me since I have been off sick MSNd me just now to "see if I was ok" but that wasn't the real reason that she MSNd me. She basically wanted to have a go at me and inform me that my absense is affecting people at work, like I didn't know
as for me being short with you, its affecting all of us at work, getting close to breaking point
I was trying to tell her why I am off sick and that I am trying to get things sorted out by doing things that seem "normal" to most people but are really hard for someone to do when they are stuck in a rut and all they want to do is lay in bed.
u need to pick yourself up and just get on with it now though
and when I said the things that I am trying to do she just responded with "well that's normal"
She has really got me angry at her, no doubt she will be running back to the lab to inform them of the conversation, where they will all be talking about me and how I am just a lazy bastard. Is just going to make it sooo much harder to go back. She has said that she has been depressed before and knows what it is like, so there was no need for her to come and talk to me like that.
Really upset me, but it's not going to stop me trying to get out of this mess, I couldn't give a shit about people at work now. When I do go back I am just gonna stay silent and get on with it, not bothered about talking to anyone there ever again, just want to do my time then get out.
She has got my all worked up in an anger frenzy, stupid bitch


, we were meant to be friends, now she is trying to make me feel bad for being off sick when I do actually need it this time, she is just the spokeswoman for the lab when it comes to talking to me I guess.