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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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Have some speed before you go in and beat them at their own meaninless-drivel game :D

(I hate this too. Even worse for me as my hair takes hours to cut, wash and dry. That's a lot of chatting time to fill.. :! )
 
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They can't possibly be interested in whatever bollocks I've got to say either. He's just wasting both our time with meaningless drivel.:!
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The annoying thing is I'd tell a taxi driver to shut up if he's droning on about rubbish but I wouldn't want to tell the person cutting my hair to shut the fuck up, you have to kid on to be nice to them, so they don't fuck your hair up.
 
You had the cheek to have a go at me a while back for saying I felt a bit anxious sitting in McD's on my own eating a burger yet you had a panic attack at the hairdressers? Fucking idiot.
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Theres a difference being scared to go into Maccy Dees in case people think your some sad loner (which I believe was the case with you) and having actual anxiety problems (which I do) that just happen to have come on whilst I was getting my do chopped once.
 
TheSpade said:
Theres a difference being scared to go into Maccy Dees in case people think your some sad loner (which I believe was the case with you) and having actual anxiety problems (which I do) that just happen to have come on whilst I was getting my do chopped once.
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On ye go Dr Spade. You decide you has real anxiety & who doesn't. Fucking wanker.
 
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You can slap me instead if it makes you feel good :) depending where you slap it may make me feel good too :D

£5 a small glass so I ask how much for your house bottle? £26.50 8o

I bought it :o and now have found electric socket n comfy corner...

Still the cheek £26.50 for a bottle of asda's £4.99 :p I'll probably starve, too frightened to ask for the menu!

And I can't smoke and have a joint ready rolled...hmmm
 
Yeah Spade, you're outta order there. Everyone's anxiety manifests differently. Don't be telling other people what to feel.
 
I've just come home to find fucking sewage flowing back out of the plughole in the bath, filling it up. Fucking brilliant. It's like something out of Ghostbusters when that pink slime bollocks tries to steal the fucking baby. :X
 
Call me a whinge, I don't give a fuck, I need to rant this out somewhere.

Do I or don't I send my sister who never asks after me, wasn't there for me last year when all the shit kicked off and I ended up in a hostel for months. Never contacts me, if she does it's to moan at me saying that I have an easy life as she's sick of looking after my eccentric father. Never once rang me when I was taken to hospital, or asked how I was doing.

Told my father not to do the hour and a half drive to visit me when i've not seen him in a year and a 3 months as 50 quid petrol was too much money, (I was in Edinburgh, closer to Newcastle, so it made sense for him to do the drive, rather than now when I'm back in Bristol) She earns 30 grand a year, but has just been bought a house by my father, and I'm sitting here me practically tearing my hair out as my dole that I only got today is spent on bills already....a birthday card? She didn't send me one last year, or even a text.

I feel like i'm being childish, but come on.....


Grrrrrrrr seems like I'm still an emotional wreck after all.
 
You're dead right spade. I sent her one last year, and didn't even get a thank you. I still felt good that I'd sent one though.

I think I knew i'd end up going out and buying one anyway, I just needed a rant.

Actually, I've changed my mind. She never bothered last year, when I was living in a fucking cell like room in a hostel. My dad managed to and he was in France. Fuck her, we're practically estranged now.

EDIT - I just went into town for a lovely wander in the sunshine to buy her a card. Not only did the sunshine shake off some of my blue Tuesday, but I feel good I got her a nice pretty card, and it only cost 75p from The Works. Usually I make them, but I've not got any craft stuff left. I managed to catch the last post, so hopefully it'll get there tomorrow. Added her to facebook too, we'll see.
 
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Call me a whinge, I don't give a fuck, I need to rant this out somewhere.

Do I or don't I send my sister who never asks after me, wasn't there for me last year when all the shit kicked off and I ended up in a hostel for months. Never contacts me, if she does it's to moan at me saying that I have an easy life as she's sick of looking after my eccentric father. Never once rang me when I was taken to hospital, or asked how I was doing.

Told my father not to do the hour and a half drive to visit me when i've not seen him in a year and a 3 months as 50 quid petrol was too much money, (I was in Edinburgh, closer to Newcastle, so it made sense for him to do the drive, rather than now when I'm back in Bristol) She earns 30 grand a year, but has just been bought a house by my father, and I'm sitting here me practically tearing my hair out as my dole that I only got today is spent on bills already....a birthday card? She didn't send me one last year, or even a text.

I feel like i'm being childish, but come on.....


Grrrrrrrr seems like I'm still an emotional wreck after all.
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ha ha, sister!!

mine was just doin me head in on the phone there, and i thought to myself, do get all riled about her making up her own mind about this n that in my life, or do i just get on with the housework, and wish her well in the hunt for my drugs worker (who has actually been pretty good the past coupla months while ive been feelin like shit) serious, she wants to report me drugs worker....for what i dont know 8)

so anger whats that? :X :p :!;)=D
 
Oh, I get the 'You're a waste of space for still taking drugs and drinking at your age' thing from her too. Though in the job she does I do not belive one bit that she does not touch coke. She attended some famous TV award things last , and is always off on jaunts like that via her work. Mind, she says the same to my dad who smokes dope daily and drinks a lot like me. I can sort of see why she's troubled by it.

Grrrr fucking family, can't choose em.
 
I swear to fuck I'm being pushed and pulled in so many directions It'll not be long before I crack.

I can feel it coming.


For now I'm going to get drunk. Not just a little and in a minute I'm gonna blast one of my favourite songs. FUCK the neighbours. Just for one song. But oh, I have to wait for a commercial break as I CAN'T GET A GOD DAMN MINUTE TO MYSELF in my own livingroom.


Cracks have been formed and just getting wider.
 
^ I know the feeling love. <3

I'm snapping faster than a crocodile on speeds jaw at the moment.

Drink, loud music is getting me through just the now too. If I get another noise complaint (which is inevitable after the weekend/having to get my neighbour to buzz me in at 5am, then get squatters to break into my window) I don't give a fuck right now.
 
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