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The Angry Thread: Debt Until Death...

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Tinnitus is an absolute bastard. I am slowly getting used to mine now but it still drives me crazy sometimes.
 
Yeah i have a white noise generator thing in my room that i got from the NHS. It helps a lot i would be fucked without it.
 
Raging at the jobcentre cunts again! Three weeks and still no money as promised today. Won't be paid until at least Monday now and it's only going to be £40 then I've to wait till the next payment day to get a full two weeks pay. Fucking useless cunts. This is a RAPID reclaim is it, hate to see how long someone claiming normally would have to wait! :!
 
Angry that I took stims on friday night, I guess I had just got back from a short trip to the chip shop and bar, and really didn't need to take any drugs, am now back to being secret drug user and then having to hide the fact that I had been on drugs from a non drug user, especially when I start getting flatmates, it is going to be really hard to do as many drugs. Which I think is a good thing to be honest.

Am just angry that I did about 1.5g of that M1 then missed out on the chance to do something in the real world.

Am angry that I willingly put myself to do two 12 hour shifts in a row starting monday, then doing a whole day as overtime on wenesday. Kind of ties into another reason why I shouldn't just do drugs whenever they are there.

The beginning of the comedown today was really not very nice, so am going to aim to get out of the flat for as long as possible tomorrow how I am going to cope here without finding something to do tokeep me out of this room for as long as possible. It really is horrible coming down from any drug, specially ones that effect serotonin when you are on your own, when I was with angelsmoke we helped each other through our stim comedowns.

I am also really annoyed that most shops are only allowed open for 6 hours on sundays by law, normally 10-4 on sundays because of the main religion of thie country. Will have to be the time that I go to the shops tomorrow if I am feeling alive. would rather have stayed in bed till around 4pm though :p


Am angry that I am living where I am too, although also very grateful to have found somewhere so quick. If I don't get myself a proper hobby or some more good friends that I can go out with and do stuff then I am going to just walk around on my own outside for an hour a night or something like tha, these 4 walls being my "home" doesn't feel like it is true, but it is and it makes me angry and miserable, which would only be enhanced with the comedown I will get.

I was angry that I couldn't fall asleep earlier after my benzos, 2nd attempt starts now.
 
Hey mugabe. Inappropriate *hugs*.

I am also angry that I took stims on Friday night. And angry that I took ket on Thursday and Friday. It's the LAST thing I should have done. I should be looking after myself and getting my shit together so the only thing I feel awful about is the breakup. But noooo.... let's take lots of drugs so I feel like dying from the comedown AND the breakup.

I'm trying not to be too angry with myself on the basis that this is REALLY HARD, and it's natural (if not good or constructive) to want to get our of your head for a while.

I might fess up about my drug use to a few close friends. Because I really don't want to carry on spending every moment I have to myself getting out of my tree. And I know they'd support that. And since my line of supply has been cut off, I can't carry on doing drugs, even if I wanted to.

I'm also angry about the shops only being open until 4 today. Great minds eh?

Take it easy and don't take too many benzos. Ah fuck it, you don't answer to me - take all the benzos you want. Just don't fuck your life up out of rebellion, eh? I'm not worth it.

Oh, I'm also really angry with you for breaking up with me, but I don't think this is the best place to rant about that, do you? :\
 
I'm also angry that summer has brought a shitload of bees and wasps with it. Can't they see I'm not in the mood to move quickly and stop buzzing around my head while I'm trying to smoke???


Must stop procrastinating and go shop.....
 
Thanks for the inappropriate hugs, wish they were real ones.

Hope the comedown isn't too bad for you.

I'm angry at myself for the way that we broke up, I am angry at myself for not talking to you about my feelings before they built up and exploded. I am angry that I posted for advice on bluelight before I could talk to you and that is how you found out.

Also sorry for the paragraph above too.
 
I am also really annoyed that most shops are only allowed open for 6 hours on sundays by law, normally 10-4 on sundays because of the main religion of thie country. Will have to be the time that I go to the shops tomorrow if I am feeling alive. would rather have stayed in bed till around 4pm though
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Shops can only open for 6hrs by law on Sundays? You having a laugh?
 
wiki said:
Sunday Trading Act 1994 permitted large shops (those with a relevant floor area in excess of 280 square metres.[35]) to open for up to 6 hours on Sunday between the hours of 10am and 6pm. Small shops, those with an area of below 280 square metres, are free to set their own Sunday trading times
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In england and wales, not sure about scotland
 
I don't think we have such bizzare laws. Makes no sense especially if small shops can do whatever they want. Stupid fucking laws.
 
badandwicked said:
^ Its to the italians and most of the med what salt & pepper is to us. Trust them, they know their flavours :)

That said if i had a hit list Jamie Oliver would definitely be on it.
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Nah mate I'm Italian, we don't add it to everything, Jamie Oliver just takes the piss, I think I saw him on a show adding balsamic vinegar on strawberries or some shit like that.
 
Mental Kenny said:
Nah mate I'm Italian, we don't add it to everything, Jamie Oliver just takes the piss, I think I saw him on a show adding balsamic vinegar on strawberries or some shit like that.
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He's supposed to be all about healthy eating and getting kids on good school dinners then you see him pouring half a bottle of oil and a mountain of salt on absolutely everything he makes.
 
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