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Social The All New/Past Due ONE WORD thread vs keep it simple

Cautious
A co worker came back today after being out for a while. I was just starting to KIND of talk to him, get to know him and vice versa ,before circumstances lead to absence. I'm going through a lot right now trying not to drink at work and with him I might over due it. I REALLY need someone to talk to about what I'm going through. It would be nice . But it could go real bad and I could get fired .. lunch break = liquor store.... Im just trying to weigh my priorities and remember how grateful I am that I have a job that pays above min wage...
 
D's said:
ohai star-in-a-bra, welcome to bluelight!

I am getting sleepy, done with my meditation for the night,about to finish things up and go to sleep.
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Thanks
I just read your last blog entry, couldn't seem to comment but wow what a read, a fellow warrior. Keep fighting and well done!
 
yompf said:
Cautious
A co worker came back today after being out for a while. I was just starting to KIND of talk to him, get to know him and vice versa ,before circumstances lead to absence. I'm going through a lot right now trying not to drink at work and with him I might over due it. I REALLY need someone to talk to about what I'm going through. It would be nice . But it could go real bad and I could get fired .. lunch break = liquor store.... Im just trying to weigh my priorities and remember how grateful I am that I have a job that pays above min wage...
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Just out of curiosity, say you want to drink at lunch time. What happens if you do? Wouldn't people noticed the smell of alcohol right away? I often heard that Vodka alone prevents it, but not really.

Anyway, didn't mean to pry. Wish you all the best in your recovery.
 
yompf said:
Cautious
A co worker came back today after being out for a while. I was just starting to KIND of talk to him, get to know him and vice versa ,before circumstances lead to absence. I'm going through a lot right now trying not to drink at work and with him I might over due it. I REALLY need someone to talk to about what I'm going through. It would be nice . But it could go real bad and I could get fired .. lunch break = liquor store.... Im just trying to weigh my priorities and remember how grateful I am that I have a job that pays above min wage...
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The thought has crossed my mine before, i ask myself the simple question,,would this drink fix any of my problems? Well it might take the edge off, what i do know from past experience is when i drink,i cannot stop. I do really bad things when I drink,i hurt people including myself.was getting really tired of coming to in jails and psych wards. I can trace all those previous experiences of mine began with taking that 1 drink,always.
Weigh whats really important to you? A wise person once told me that a man/woman takes a drink,the drink takes a drink, then the drink takes the man/woman.
Just tell your self that your co worker is a prime example of untreated alcoholisim. :)
Star-in-a-bra said:
Thanks
I just read your last blog entry, couldn't seem to comment but wow what a read, a fellow warrior. Keep fighting and well done!
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:)
My blog is really hit and miss, thanks for reading it! Some of my very first blog enteries were from a time when I didnt know who i was yet, lts really neat to go back in time and read some of it because i can place almost where exactly my life was at when i wrote it.ha, how are you in 1 word star?

I am trying to get to bed early because id really like to wake up feeling not so tired.
 
^ It also makes me remind that there's no problem that doesn't become worse when you drink.Stressed
 
D's said:
:)
My blog is really hit and miss, thanks for reading it! Some of my very first blog enteries were from a time when I didnt know who i was yet, lts really neat to go back in time and read some of it because i can place almost where exactly my life was at when i wrote it.ha, how are you in 1 word star?

I am trying to get to bed early because id really like to wake up feeling not so tired.
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Yeah I keep meaning to start a journal, I started an autobiography a while ago, sounds like you could do the same.

one word: same :) (going to bed early)
 
Relaxed, going to brush my teeth as soon as I get finished eating these whoppers..my new favorite chocolate candy. :)
 
didn't go to bed early. Now high. oopsies. Now talking rubbish on here before going to zone out to a new albulm. It's now nearly 3am so a new day here, so I need a new word

painless

PS D I am following all your links (following you) cus you are the first person to speak to me on this site and you seem pretty okay. Spoken by a misanthropist
 
Star-in-a-bra said:
didn't go to bed early. Now high. oopsies. Now talking rubbish on here before going to zone out to a new albulm. It's now nearly 3am so a new day here, so I need a new word

painless

PS D I am following all your links (following you) cus you are the first person to speak to me on this site and you seem pretty okay. Spoken by a misanthropist
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why hello there star! Looks like I have a follower:3 i promise i don't bite, and i lay fresh newspaper down daily so noo worries!
Just a warning, i was totally off my rocker over a year ago, so if you find any of my posts dated more then a year ago then I warn you,, ;)

A new album? Can I listen with you? Which band is it? How many fingers am I holding up?
 
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