mal3volent
Bluelight Crew
- Joined
- Jun 6, 2011
- Messages
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Nauseous
alive.
I miss everyone. I had to go away for awhile. Hoping for more time someday to come back. I lurked around and am glad to see everyone. I havent forgotten any of you. Stay well. Ive had some struggles I'm sorry.
Humiliated
One of the other Chef's started making fun of me for my mental illness in front of the new guy I was training. Asked my Boss if I could leave early an he said it's okay. I'm about to take a massive dose of Morphine and forget this world for awhile.
Yeah, great day![]()
Yeah im trying to just forget it, people talk shit about me there all the time there. I talk to myself alot and it's something I can't control. My emotions go outta wack sometimes and I just cry and cry from bi-polar. The guy is such an ignorant piece of shit.
But I just walked away and didn't say a word, it's not worth losing my job over.
^ I feel like that all the time
For me, now...it's a mix of so many emotions
Angry
Worried
Scared
Tired
frustration, I guess