Mullered
Bluelighter
Just found your report Mullered amonst the 19 pages of useless posts, what set and setting did you take this in? Somestimes i get the same reaction with MDMA if the setting isn't right, if i'm the only one doing it etc. Being a DJ i can occupy myself for several hours with music though and find this is always the key to staying happy with the stronger experiences whether i'm with people or not.
Also i wonder if recent indulgences with other chems have drained what serotonin you had or whether or not it's just down to the lager you'd had, as that tends to make me moody/depressed/dysphoric sometimes in larger amounts.
I've hopefully got a sample of the 2nd synth on the way so will be trying it this weekend and probably going to just take ~70mg.
It was my ususal setting at home with the missus, no chemicals consumed in recent weeks other than some scam shit the weejk before that didnt do anything anyway. Also I have consumed aclcohol on almost every occasion I have taken drugs over the years so I dont think it would affect my ability to feel empathogenic effects.
Since this trip I had a smaller dose which I actually enjoyed alot more. I think it was the shear , vomit inducing overwhelming come up that ruined it for me first time round. Unfortunatlyy I have no way of knowing how much each dose was. They were both presumed to be 100mg but I would say the first felt easily double the 2nd. If anything, the 2nd time round wasnt quite strong enough and something in the middle of the two would be about right.
Still even on the 2nd time round I found the experience didnt induce as much empathy as MDMA, no where near, but it does share alot of similarities, partucually the sensations when coming up and the jaw rattling etc. I should have another sample by the weekend, agin I wont be able to weigh it but Ill report back here on the experience
