As I lay me down in bed,
Thoughts of suicide dance in my head
The razors edge around my wrist,
Blood starts to flow down over my fist
Life takes its exit out of my vein
Along with my breath, it takes all the pain,
For what I can see, it can’t be that bad
For the love of God I’ve always had,
No fear of death, no fear of hell
No urge to live life in this cell,
I once did care, I once did fear,
But the more I see, the more I hear,
The longing to live slips away,
For what has man made of today,
The gluttony greed and quest for more
Kill off the planet, so not to be poor,
Live in places so far from it all,
screams of suffering won’t surpass the wall
I’ve created a goal unable to obtain
To live in a world that makes good of sane
But I am just one, and they are so many,
I can’t see familiar and hate is so plenty
But only through love does this hate do bind
With all that is good, all in my mind,
I have no problems with going this way,
What seems of death is as bright as day,
And though you think that hell is about,
For you think I took the easy way out,
It wasn’t the problems that I wouldn’t face
It was the longing for my Gods embrace
And so with these words, I seal off my fate,
And still with these wrists, hope for Heavens gate
Thoughts of suicide dance in my head
The razors edge around my wrist,
Blood starts to flow down over my fist
Life takes its exit out of my vein
Along with my breath, it takes all the pain,
For what I can see, it can’t be that bad
For the love of God I’ve always had,
No fear of death, no fear of hell
No urge to live life in this cell,
I once did care, I once did fear,
But the more I see, the more I hear,
The longing to live slips away,
For what has man made of today,
The gluttony greed and quest for more
Kill off the planet, so not to be poor,
Live in places so far from it all,
screams of suffering won’t surpass the wall
I’ve created a goal unable to obtain
To live in a world that makes good of sane
But I am just one, and they are so many,
I can’t see familiar and hate is so plenty
But only through love does this hate do bind
With all that is good, all in my mind,
I have no problems with going this way,
What seems of death is as bright as day,
And though you think that hell is about,
For you think I took the easy way out,
It wasn’t the problems that I wouldn’t face
It was the longing for my Gods embrace
And so with these words, I seal off my fate,
And still with these wrists, hope for Heavens gate
