Shady's Fox
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Since I could heal from my own lymph node chocking me to eating like birds means something. I have a healthy liver apparently
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Shady's Fox
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hence why again gastro will remain a question because lets be human, everyone has stomach issues regardless they asiatic or not, lifestyle and what not.
say asia because there they eat and stats show they live more than rest of globe because of eating fish soup fish or homemade noodles and low fat meat.. even their desert have eggs.. and when you eat only 7 specific dishes is less likely to. Not sayin isnt possibility but they simply eat 90% healthy food.
say asia because there they eat and stats show they live more than rest of globe because of eating fish soup fish or homemade noodles and low fat meat.. even their desert have eggs.. and when you eat only 7 specific dishes is less likely to. Not sayin isnt possibility but they simply eat 90% healthy food.
So countries in Asia, the women have a life expectancy of over 90.
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Well I'm about a month sober from tramadol now. I'm on some medication to help the anxiety, at least, which was one of the big reasons I used it. I quit when I wasn't getting high from 400mg anymore. I'm OK, I guess now. I'm just bored all the time. Again one of the reasons I used. Nothing is really that fun anymore. I've been looking for another fix with other drugs, drinking liquor, drinking cough syrup, just about anything to break up the boredom. And I keep having dreams about using. I think yesterday was my 6th or 7th dream about it. They always end as soon as I pop the pills. I guess even though I don't *feel* a craving, my body certainly does. But next week I'm supposed to start an antidepressant regimen, so by then I should quit everything else and just sort of float through the boredness.
Shady's Fox
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today i ate a mititel and a sausage, greek style yoghurt with 2% fat and fuck me, since I always had tolerance to lactose means my stomach and liver is up there on sea warning me about sea level. So by me, I can eat mostly anything but in moderation or other items very rarely. Also if I had a gastritis episode, from all that kefir i'd healed by half, and even before this event I was amateur of, I did integrate it long time ago (1.5/3.5) fat, so both. Now I try to consume less fat and more fibers and protein. So better a sausage than salami, better a mititel than again other processed culinary 5m meals.. So sandwiches for me will have at least some sissy picked salad.
frozen vegetables will try to eat them in both ways, so boiled if I can more and fried less. Speaking of frozen food, my until now fish fingers from Negro 2000 had a lot of ingredients yes.. even garlic, I wonder.. so again good on stomach side am I.
and beside this I became less inclined to drink chamomile tea, well in basics I've drank it bc is a warmluke water and again a plant. But read and see, my menus will now be at least 90% more healthy.
I've went out today in morning bought some Agricola Omega 3 eggs, a carton of 8, went to Bebetei and bought me a rice based soap from Friendly brand and a German handcream Numismed, also medical patches because me being extremely hygenic I've used wet napkins to clean my hands before eating or now and then my bottle of water and I got cuts and cracked hands. Hope this cream will improve as I myself did modify who am I recently and I will try not to use unless is necessary those, and even for my butthole I will wipe with water after, if. Dunno, I guess since concept is for babies should mean something but then again is another story, when you got a kid with equiped tools vs butthole plain. Even adult skin, mines are from Dr. Max, until now I've bought cheapest but will see if I continue to use, my family does hence why I and them always bought them.
Uh.. maybe if soft tool but a tiny speck of soap should be a more palpable approach since isnt tap water, I guess in wn you have filtered water is still a bulletproof skin shield. Not like 30 years ago when tap water was clean as moon light.
and last, I ate ok tonight gonna stick to these I've ate and some chicken nuggets and bit of rice.
Will soon buy brown to witness with my own eyes how is never ate.
after this amma go with my day. Gotta polish my nails maybe go for a lil walk later
frozen vegetables will try to eat them in both ways, so boiled if I can more and fried less. Speaking of frozen food, my until now fish fingers from Negro 2000 had a lot of ingredients yes.. even garlic, I wonder.. so again good on stomach side am I.
and beside this I became less inclined to drink chamomile tea, well in basics I've drank it bc is a warmluke water and again a plant. But read and see, my menus will now be at least 90% more healthy.
I've went out today in morning bought some Agricola Omega 3 eggs, a carton of 8, went to Bebetei and bought me a rice based soap from Friendly brand and a German handcream Numismed, also medical patches because me being extremely hygenic I've used wet napkins to clean my hands before eating or now and then my bottle of water and I got cuts and cracked hands. Hope this cream will improve as I myself did modify who am I recently and I will try not to use unless is necessary those, and even for my butthole I will wipe with water after, if. Dunno, I guess since concept is for babies should mean something but then again is another story, when you got a kid with equiped tools vs butthole plain. Even adult skin, mines are from Dr. Max, until now I've bought cheapest but will see if I continue to use, my family does hence why I and them always bought them.
Uh.. maybe if soft tool but a tiny speck of soap should be a more palpable approach since isnt tap water, I guess in wn you have filtered water is still a bulletproof skin shield. Not like 30 years ago when tap water was clean as moon light.
and last, I ate ok tonight gonna stick to these I've ate and some chicken nuggets and bit of rice.
Will soon buy brown to witness with my own eyes how is never ate.
after this amma go with my day. Gotta polish my nails maybe go for a lil walk later
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Shady's Fox
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I had to reschedule ENT
and will go to dentist by end of month.
and will go to dentist by end of month.
Ds
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So next month I'm getting surgery, an operation called 'Orthobiologics/regenerative therapy with hip Arthroscopy & labral repair' pretty much a cam lesion. It all sounds like it's going to suck. Not to mention I'm on Suboxone so I won't be able to take anything for the pain, even fentanyl for the surgery. So it's been making me really nervous.
I'm kind of scared. Still gives me some time to prepare and ask me addiction doctor what to do in this case.
I just pray everything works out.
I'm kind of scared. Still gives me some time to prepare and ask me addiction doctor what to do in this case.
I just pray everything works out.
kiely
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I'm fck'd up and I posted this in the three words or less lool .... yeah how dumb
but the already hate me loool sry everybody don't be a hate err he heeee
So here I go ... and yeh I feel dumb too.
I need to help my anxiety by and with the best proper medicinal dose possible but not even dependent. Just mostly dealing with feeling
sick and suffering from bad and extreme fatigue at times. Wow I hope it gets better. In the mean time I am just going to find some
support somehow to stay composed. I try to stay calm and not let it bother too much but nothing is working out real well.
So the best medication and medicinal dosing at appropriate times is what I do. And try to keep busy and distracted from things. Somehow.
... And yes, I am a weirdo too because I can not deal with anything well.
Learn and be healthy and do the best all.
but the already hate me loool sry everybody don't be a hate err he heeee
So here I go ... and yeh I feel dumb too.
I need to help my anxiety by and with the best proper medicinal dose possible but not even dependent. Just mostly dealing with feeling
sick and suffering from bad and extreme fatigue at times. Wow I hope it gets better. In the mean time I am just going to find some
support somehow to stay composed. I try to stay calm and not let it bother too much but nothing is working out real well.
So the best medication and medicinal dosing at appropriate times is what I do. And try to keep busy and distracted from things. Somehow.
... And yes, I am a weirdo too because I can not deal with anything well.
Learn and be healthy and do the best all.
kiely
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No more flares ups but just fatigue. Just dealing with rheumatoid meds and pain relief that helps. too.
And trying to stay busy whenever I can do the impossible. Because I suffer from being Lazy but still do try to have fun
Whenever that is. Lo l . Sedation still is the best now. bye
thanx for being social.
![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
And trying to stay busy whenever I can do the impossible. Because I suffer from being Lazy but still do try to have fun
Whenever that is. Lo l . Sedation still is the best now. bye
thanx for being social.
Shady's Fox
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ENT... says apparently I got big tonsils.
he says no to antibiotics because they aint necessary now, although my left tonsils the main enemy that left me on a liquid diet together with lymph node... seems that is a bit more larger somehow or affected than other.
Next time, in around 1 week I'll reschedule for camera.. this time is a wire I had to contract my muscle to say yeah do it. I mentioned a-z in long short to him that I had on my heart and beside camera, I need ultrasounds to see exactly like how I said from beginning before I got there
So overall big green light is that he said to remove them.
he says no to antibiotics because they aint necessary now, although my left tonsils the main enemy that left me on a liquid diet together with lymph node... seems that is a bit more larger somehow or affected than other.
Next time, in around 1 week I'll reschedule for camera.. this time is a wire I had to contract my muscle to say yeah do it. I mentioned a-z in long short to him that I had on my heart and beside camera, I need ultrasounds to see exactly like how I said from beginning before I got there
So overall big green light is that he said to remove them.
Shady's Fox
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So is anatomy, apparently not spontanous how I even said blunt to him.
maybe this year got the left one was more vulnerable than ever in my life and that what all was..
the white dot seems to be I forgot some with N, that like is from stomach and is there since probably never saw myself or did or wasnt interested bc reasons.
See what dentist gonna say and that is. So.. yeah no nsaids either too idk really dont, guess I gotta simply remove them eventually see dentist if he finds a tooth he doesnt like and that is
maybe this year got the left one was more vulnerable than ever in my life and that what all was..
the white dot seems to be I forgot some with N, that like is from stomach and is there since probably never saw myself or did or wasnt interested bc reasons.
See what dentist gonna say and that is. So.. yeah no nsaids either too idk really dont, guess I gotta simply remove them eventually see dentist if he finds a tooth he doesnt like and that is
Shady's Fox
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now amma eat well
I got my answer in 90%
with the ultrasounds gonna ring the verdict
I got my answer in 90%
with the ultrasounds gonna ring the verdict
Shady's Fox
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We are gettin close to searches for answers. Dentist prescribed me 5 days of 875 Augumentin, I also got some symbiotics which I am gonna take them soon and yet if they present some secondary effect such as fucking up after stop but I dunno, I dont think, my probiotics mention use of antibiotics so.. yeah it has 1 strain whatever is for ab. Vit C some B and inulin. C is a big no for stomach but gonna see mg exactly now, I had box but only investigated the strains, fuckin brain fog.
Arcoxia, which is nsaid and I also gave some pills to someone lol and other than that, I swallowed pill in my way and went on. I think something will improve if not the ENT is at another clinic bc for this one I had to wait until end of next month, one is closer and I only take subway. My x ray shows I need more all of my teeth out yeah.. will think about some cheap implants or i dont but if, denture.
Arcoxia, which is nsaid and I also gave some pills to someone lol and other than that, I swallowed pill in my way and went on. I think something will improve if not the ENT is at another clinic bc for this one I had to wait until end of next month, one is closer and I only take subway. My x ray shows I need more all of my teeth out yeah.. will think about some cheap implants or i dont but if, denture.
Shady's Fox
Bluelighter
and now..
Shady's Fox
Bluelighter
seeing glimps of improvment here and there
my fear is not to maybe had some throat or tooth infection and be left with enlarged tonsils
or be it a ent marketing to get my tonsils out which for I need about 2k eur and I dont have these money now because if you put together basic lifestyle and by that I mean food maybe buying now and then some household equipment or something for pc a electronic or clothes detergents soap etcera you get close to another 5 and man after surgery while I can eat 1 maybe 3 things at most for 6 weeks or months, still is close to another 2.
hope not and I can maybe see if I can installment pay such so far here where am insuranced at thats not available, and for dentist mf I can but makes me pay directly I did X you pay all that in that day, not to mention he gave me 40K eur implants. lol anyway...
I another person now, I will cease or extremely minimalize spice use and yesterday did a rice pudding with just half of 2 tablespoon and cinnamon no more rum essence bla bla
carbonara pastas yeah tiny bit of milk and no salt because I use like a maggi envelope you know and those again measured in teaspoons.
I modified my whole structure.
my fear is not to maybe had some throat or tooth infection and be left with enlarged tonsils
or be it a ent marketing to get my tonsils out which for I need about 2k eur and I dont have these money now because if you put together basic lifestyle and by that I mean food maybe buying now and then some household equipment or something for pc a electronic or clothes detergents soap etcera you get close to another 5 and man after surgery while I can eat 1 maybe 3 things at most for 6 weeks or months, still is close to another 2.
hope not and I can maybe see if I can installment pay such so far here where am insuranced at thats not available, and for dentist mf I can but makes me pay directly I did X you pay all that in that day, not to mention he gave me 40K eur implants. lol anyway...
I another person now, I will cease or extremely minimalize spice use and yesterday did a rice pudding with just half of 2 tablespoon and cinnamon no more rum essence bla bla
carbonara pastas yeah tiny bit of milk and no salt because I use like a maggi envelope you know and those again measured in teaspoons.
I modified my whole structure.