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Better today. Cause I have to rest. It helps anyway. hehee. Weak.

I took penicillin this morning. I keep forgetting to take the amoxicillin prescription that I have.

I keep forgetting to take it every 8 hours. Isn't that like twice a day ? I sleep longer than that now.

Anyway it's because I got stitches. Just that's all.

Is this Social !! Or Healing. Hmm

But you know I still snap a lot now lately. Short fused but nothing major anymore.

See it was a long ween. And I learned you can change your habits if you really want to
and try. Or at least stay away from letting it destroy you. Addiction and Dependence I guess
can be quite a feat. Depending.

I am so weak though but it all worked out. So not much right now.

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Try to find something that makes you happy. Or at least your heart.

I hope that you find happiness and kindness in your day.


Oh yeah. And take it one day at a time . . . and realize less can be more !!
 
... and thank you algorythem


People who travel often, frequently watch films, or frequently remember their dreams are also more likely to experience déjà vu than others.<a href=9"><span>[</span>9<span>]</span></a><a href=""><span>[</span>14<span>]</span></a>
I don't care if it is caused by ptsd or what it's caused from. This sh!t was real. Just so randomly. !!! Out of the blue nowhere it did. And it does. So I knew what it was because
it happened before to me. Long time ago's. When yo8nger. Oh well. Kewl. (eye roll)
sigh, deep breaths, yeah

---thx
 
I was talking about de javu in that post. I guess i just had that feeling. That "been here before" experience. And I just didn't know what to make of it.

I guess it happens from time to time. See the pun there. ( almost)

probably that 'time is a flat circle' crap coming around to mess with you. oh well. lool.


i just know it from a young age. but it does occur in my lifetime too.



Edit: I thought I would just edit this into the post so as not to clutter up the thread too much with it.
I have had the de javu occur lately. It looked like bent time.
the opposite seems more significant in the physical however.
this . . .

What is jamais vu?

In basic terms, jamais vu is the experience of feeling unfamiliar with something that is very familiar to you.

“We describe jamais vu as the opposite of déjà vu — it is the feeling that something is unreal or unusual, whilst at the same time knowing it is something you are very familiar with,” Dr. Chris Moulin, a researcher in the Laboratoire de Psychologie & NeuroCognition at the Université Grenoble Alpes in France, and lead author of a study on jamais vu, told MNT.

“You get it, for example when a word that is [spelled] correctly looks ‘wrong’,” he explained.

“Jamais vu is a psychological phenomenonTrusted Source that involves a temporary feeling of unfamiliarity with a familiar word, phrase, or even a familiar person or place,” Dr. Dung Trinh, founder of HealthyBrainClinic, added.

“In the case of jamais vu, you encounter something familiar, but it suddenly seems strange or completely new to you, as if you’ve never seen or heard it before,“ he also noted.
 
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kiely said:
I was talking about de javu in that post. I guess i just had that feeling. That "been here before" experience. And I just didn't know what to make of it.

I guess it happens from time to time. See the pun there. ( almost)

probably that 'time is a flat circle' crap coming around to mess with you. oh well. lool.


i just know it from a young age. but it does occur in my lifetime too.
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i just know it, de javu, from a young age. but it does occur in my lifetime too.



Edit: I thought I would just edit this into the post so as not to clutter up the thread too much with it.
I have had the de javu occur lately. It looked like bent time.
the opposite seems more significant in the physical however.
this . . .


What is jamais vu?

In basic terms, jamais vu is the experience of feeling unfamiliar with something that is very familiar to you.

“We describe jamais vu as the opposite of déjà vu — it is the feeling that something is unreal or unusual, whilst at the same time knowing it is something you are very familiar with,” Dr. Chris Moulin, a researcher in the Laboratoire de Psychologie & NeuroCognition at the Université Grenoble Alpes in France, and lead author of a study on jamais vu, told MNT.

“You get it, for example when a word that is [spelled] correctly looks ‘wrong’,” he explained.

“Jamais vu is a psychological phenomenonTrusted Source that involves a temporary feeling of unfamiliarity with a familiar word, phrase, or even a familiar person or place,” Dr. Dung Trinh, founder of HealthyBrainClinic, added.

“In the case of jamais vu, you encounter something familiar, but it suddenly seems strange or completely new to you, as if you’ve never seen or heard it before,“ he also noted.





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Feeling very indisposed. Yeah. But there are good days and bad days, right. I guess we will get through another one.
I'm moving forward. But I just hurt from having stitches. And not having proper pain medication for my comfort.
And things feel so bad sometimes. You know. Maybe a little stress and anxiety that we all have too.
 
I do have something scoped,
maybe bookmarked
that looked way too good to be true. I will definitely try it. I just have to find it now first. I told you I was sick. wink wink.
It's supposed to work like a narcotic.
Just like one. Completely homeopathic and not even addictive like kratom.
And wow did it sound good, intriguing but I am afraid to start looking again. I swear it said something about the blood brain barrier.

Everything just hurts. Anything worse is going to be an awful thing. But yeah anyway.
Oh, I was outside yesterday. And so that I don't
sound like a total dud. It made me feel good and so much better. Yeah it really wakes you up.
But I can't stay outside forever. Now it gets cold outside too.
But yes, there are things out there that work that seem to be hidden at times.
Even eating regular mushrooms are a perfect source of vitamins.
I hope that everyone has a great day. Or stays calm at least to feel better.
And I am still being grateful. Mindful feels nice too. So far another day, another say. Happy Season.
 
kiely said:
I do have something scoped,
maybe bookmarked
that looked way too good to be true. I will definitely try it. I just have to find it now first. I told you I was sick. wink wink.
It's supposed to work like a narcotic.
Just like one. Completely homeopathic and not even addictive like kratom.
And wow did it sound good, intriguing but I am afraid to start looking again. I swear it said something about the blood brain barrier.

Everything just hurts. Anything worse is going to be an awful thing. But yeah anyway.
Oh, I was outside yesterday. And so that I don't
sound like a total dud. It made me feel good and so much better. Yeah it really wakes you up.
But I can't stay outside forever. Now it gets cold outside too.
But yes, there are things out there that work that seem to be hidden at times.
Even eating regular mushrooms are a perfect source of vitamins.
I hope that everyone has a great day. Or stays calm at least to feel better.
And I am still being grateful. Mindful feels nice too. So far another day, another say. Happy Season.
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Sounds good and I'm not a doctor but it might be worth a try!! For years I was on daily benzos to cope with anything which really fucked me up for a while.

Now I just take a little jelly/gum drop kind of thing called Rescue Remedy. It's homeopathic and just some flowers and shit. But it works. And no hangover and I can use it whenever I need to 🙂Hope you find something that helps and doesn't mess you up.
 
Wow that was good. You say the nicest things. You sound like you could be a medical doctor. If you wanted to. But definitely being a mentor I would say is your calling.

Its always nice to have your presence. And produces good feels too.
I was going to watch video on the effects of being isolated and alone and the need not to be. Lol. Or something like that. I probably can't find it now. That exact one.
But it was too scary. i didn't care anyway.

Oh and I hope that I can find that homeopathic cure. I just had it in my reach. If I can't, I kno where to get it.

- - - Hello. Nice talking again. You sure know how to be here for us. :)

thatmf said:
Sounds good and I'm not a doctor but it might be worth a try!! For years I was on daily benzos to cope with anything which really fucked me up for a while.

Now I just take a little jelly/gum drop kind of thing called Rescue Remedy. It's homeopathic and just some flowers and shit. But it works. And no hangover and I can use it whenever I need to 🙂Hope you find something that helps and doesn't mess you up.
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Natural Library of Medicine
PMC PubMed Central tm

Conolidine: A Novel Plant Extract for Chronic Pain​


It can probably be researched with this info. lool. ^ See above.

I bet it works !!! :)
 
Really really really bad times right now.

I can't really do this a lot anymore. Maybe not at all.

I have to step away to cry for a few minutes.

I am trying to stay busy.

But I can't do this. I just have to fuckin cry a lot. But I will be fine. Right.
 
I will be okay. I will just maybe try to get some proper meds somehow.

I can't even let it out yet.

I still have Xan's too. But I want them to help me.
 
If . . .

I dare.

I could just say fck it and shut down. But I am.
 
kiely said:
Really really really bad times right now.

I can't really do this a lot anymore. Maybe not at all.

I have to step away to cry for a few minutes.

I am trying to stay busy.

But I can't do this. I just have to fuckin cry a lot. But I will be fine. Right.
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My heart cries out to you,I've always known you were an amazing soul,so sorry you hurt so badly,wish there was something I could do or say to ease you,in my darkest hours I would curl up in the softest blankets and cuddle with my fur family and try my best not to think the worst,I know you have done this.I adore you
 
Fuckin medical system. They are going to start doing their job.

I was getting real close to trying to find a way to get into a ward.

They only let you stay for three days if I can recall. Like and in pt.

But I do have my own meds. so prolly fck em.
 
Robi said:
My heart cries out to you,I've always known you were an amazing soul,so sorry you hurt so badly,wish there was something I could do or say to ease you,in my darkest hours I would curl up in the softest blankets and cuddle with my fur family and try my best not to think the worst,I know you have done this.I adore you
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You already did. But you are everything. Everything I can be thankful for.

But I don't deserve to cry for myself right now. I am just crying because I know how you hurt too. so.

I dunno thank you like the whole world right now. See that !!!!!!!!!!! :cry:
 
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