poisenedsoul
Bluelighter
Thank-you my banishers
And welcome failure
Thank-you for dooming my impending youth
I’m torn, torn between decisions
The torture physical or mental
Here in my life Which should I choose?
The high black gates of my future
Open wide with blatant scowls
What I wish to turn back the time and turn the frowns.
No this was fate, as I
As hopeful as my innocence was
Now know my destiny is doomed to fail
Branded with the word Across my forehead
For everyone to jeer for every one to sneer
For I am now doomed, for being a dunce
My impending youth banished at once
Forever I will live in fierier
to the world and everyone in it.
To my family, me being the odd ball
The untalented, yet ever hopeful
For the sign of slight talent
Ever degraded and the lack of made clear.
No mental talent,
No physical talent.
Doomed by relations
Sentenced by teachers,
Over ridden by siblings, by pears.
My punishment, for fill all my fears.
To die alone,
In the deep trap
I alone have dug in my empty mind.
My mind of mindless thoughts and talentless mind.
This is me, depressed and twisted,
Since I reached the end of my eleventh year
The problems never really begun, just started
So without a start, there is no end.
So my love I send
To all who may watch in on my descending spiral,
Of intense, of oppression, of doubt.
I’m trapped in my doom
Never to be let out,
As I alone am the keeper of the gate,
Alone and lonely,
I wait,
Innocently hoping
For the sign to show the way.
While ever impending all my days,
And dooming me to fail
Banished from the life I used to fill
Yet I have no control,
It is my will.
And welcome failure
Thank-you for dooming my impending youth
I’m torn, torn between decisions
The torture physical or mental
Here in my life Which should I choose?
The high black gates of my future
Open wide with blatant scowls
What I wish to turn back the time and turn the frowns.
No this was fate, as I
As hopeful as my innocence was
Now know my destiny is doomed to fail
Branded with the word Across my forehead
For everyone to jeer for every one to sneer
For I am now doomed, for being a dunce
My impending youth banished at once
Forever I will live in fierier
to the world and everyone in it.
To my family, me being the odd ball
The untalented, yet ever hopeful
For the sign of slight talent
Ever degraded and the lack of made clear.
No mental talent,
No physical talent.
Doomed by relations
Sentenced by teachers,
Over ridden by siblings, by pears.
My punishment, for fill all my fears.
To die alone,
In the deep trap
I alone have dug in my empty mind.
My mind of mindless thoughts and talentless mind.
This is me, depressed and twisted,
Since I reached the end of my eleventh year
The problems never really begun, just started
So without a start, there is no end.
So my love I send
To all who may watch in on my descending spiral,
Of intense, of oppression, of doubt.
I’m trapped in my doom
Never to be let out,
As I alone am the keeper of the gate,
Alone and lonely,
I wait,
Innocently hoping
For the sign to show the way.
While ever impending all my days,
And dooming me to fail
Banished from the life I used to fill
Yet I have no control,
It is my will.
