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RemyT53

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First off i have been doing a lot of reading on this site and this particular forum lately and the advice i have seen from the Mods and others is wonderful and helpful and thank you all for that. At the tender and ignorant age of under 20 i need all the help i can get. I have experimented with coke only once in my life and i get the feeling i never need my nose near it again, way to much of a rush to not get addicted, this kind of stuff just scares the hell out of me how easy it can be to get addicted and how in the end almost no one is strong enough to beat the chemical addiction of H and coke and similar drugs, as curious of a person as i am i also know that im prone to addiction and should never experiment in those categories, basically i just find the words of others on this site inspiring and insightful to try and live right so i guess this is just a basic thanks and an open invitation for anyone who would like to to share any stories they have with experience in this category because im young and dumb but i can heed the warning of others. Thanks all.
P.S. i very much admire the courage of those who have battled or are battling addiction at this moment to post and talk about it to a stranger. And i apologize in advance to any Mods if i have broken any rules in my post that i didnt intend to.
 
RemyT53 said:
... At the tender and ignorant age of under 20...
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Hah. I, too, am 20 years old. I have been addicted to opiates (anything from hydrocodone to heroin, suboxone and methadone) for about a year and a half now. It's an exhausting way to live - All my life consists of now is chasing that high. I function like a normal human being on the outside, but nobody really knows how I feel inside, or what kinda hell I've gotten myself into. I work, go to school, have a girlfriend, a car, a life, everything your everyday average joe has, but hidden underneath it all is a fiend that you could feed drugs to until the day I died from it. Pretty crazy, huh?

Stay away from hard drugs, you'll wish you had if you ever get yourself in a bind like myself and every other addict on this site. All it takes is a will and a reason, and no matter how insignificant it might seem at the time, your life and wellbeing are at stake. Make the right choice!

Oh yeah, and this website is awesome. (; <3
 
Welcome to Bluelight :D

I think this would fit better over in New Member Introductions, so I'll move it over there for you :)

OD-->NMI
 
welcome remyt53

you'll be giving out alot of thank-you's, the site,and the people are knowledgable,informative and have all sorts of experiences in all walks of life..

Knowledge is power, and the more you know,the wiser your decisions..

What do u do with yourself??where u from??

Ive fucked out a couple of times now unfortunately..and again now.. Itsa viscious cycle.. Ive got a hell of an addictive personality..not good..

Have a good read mate, jump over to the dark side and read the intros /stories people have.. Most of all ,dont be naieve andsay it wont happen to you..

No one experiments with drugs with the intention of becoming an addict,remember that..just grabs u before you know its happening..

Welcome,take care and be respomsible
 
Thanks for sending this intro our way Dokomo :)

I love this intro as it gives up perspective on your life and the reasons you wanted to become a member of the community.

So what are your hobbies? What chems were you researching that brought you to the light?

Welcome to Bluelight!! :)
 
Im from kansas and basically just home for the summer about to go off to college so i just joined as a way of finding out more about the drugs i wanted to try before i actually did it, recently tried cocaine for the first time and plan to never to do it again although it was a good 30 minutes lol, can definitely see the addiction potential there. but mainly im into hallucinogens, tripped on mushrooms about 7 times and taken up to about 9 grams one time, pretty intense experience but because of my age, personality and potential depression im just weary of trying anything harder like cid without hearing all the potential dangers and outcomes of that decision, i like to find out all that i can before i introduce any chemical into my body. But thank you all very much for the welcome and all the help ive already gotten, this is truly a great and educational site i think more young people should read.
 
^I'm the same way as far as LSD is concerned. I could try it (and intellectually, I'd like to) but I'm pretty terrified of a bad result :\

Maybe someday, though :D
 
slightly older than 20,(26) i had a solid 5-6months where we would eat blotter at the age of 16
But stupid shit,like double drop tabs we had never tried or heard of..

I remeber a few times flaking out,thinking i wish this drug would leave my body.... Knowing welli had a good 12 hrs left.

I acually steer clear of hallucinogenics,tryptamine..had a bad bad go on datura...next day was bruised and battered from trying to squeeze through tiny holes and gaps..but that shit makes acid look like smoking strong weed
 
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