so i just don't think i can take it anymore. my mom's such a cunt and my brother is now my sister since the insurance case finally got worked out last week and the check cleared. i just can't take it anymore. i don't know what i would do if i didn't have me bl journal with 336 entries and only 2 replies and they were both from spork welcoming me to journal because she forgot she had done it already. everybody is ALWAYS forgetting me. omg life is so shitty the only reason i even get out of bed anymore is to eat pop tarts but now i'm fat and nobody likes fatties. maybe if i just take more acid i'll be happy? but i can't afford acid, so i'll just crack smoke my way to happiness. good bye journal, if you need me i'll be in the garage huffing paint thinner and/or cutting myself.
I could never forget my precious Benefit. 