thank you again bl

thanks you for making feel like complete shit once again. thank you for pushing me until I become angry when I finally show anger I'm a horrible person. this isn't a fun night for me, I had the MDMA for awhile but I waited until I felt good, because I let the family bs roll off, and bl which I was on incase something happened because it was new, never tried it before has helped to make me depressed. I guess I control my emotions and no one can MAKE me feel anything, but other people can hurt you and thats exactly what happened. DS wasn't safe, shit I knew that I just thought it was a few people that liked to get on me, target me, attack me. Guess I have a target on me. I hate this...I hate that I let BL and people that don't even have to be in my life or really know me make me cry because I care. I wish I just didn't care...
 
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